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From: slpwriter
Subject: Nick Lachey: My Everything-55Hey guys, I'm back!NEWSFLASH: Have all of you been watching: Newlyweds:
Nick and Jessica?"If you haven't, you really should tune in to it. It
coms on MTV at 10:30 EST on Tuesdays as far as I know.
It's a half hour series. I don't know what I think of
it right now, but hey, any excuse to see Nick Lachey
on tv is good enough for me, lol.Be sure to catch the season finale, Tuesday, October
22 at 10:30p.m. childs sex gallery EST
I'm writing again, but don't expect the chapters to be
out soon. I've reached a very difficult area in the
story and in order to keep it going, I need to make
sure that it makes sense this time around. Now on with the story.
First of all, let me just say that this is my first
time writing any kind of fiction like this.DISCLAIMER: wv children youth This is a work of total fiction and is not
meant to imply anything about the sexualities of Nick
and Drew Lachey or anyone else mentioned in this
story.If you are too young to read this, or if Homosexuality
offends you, then please don't continue any further
and rape child porno
leave.NEWSFLASH: To those of you who don't already know,
Nick Lachey and Jessica Simpson, in real life, have
reconciled and are now husband and wife. I wish them
all the best with their marriage and hope they live a
long and happy life together.If you want details about their wedding, check out the
98 Degrees Official Website at www.98degrees.com.
Other 98 Degrees stories I'd like to recommend are."Give Me Just One Night" by Unanoche.
"69 with Jeff Timmons" by Zachary Scott Pritt
"Nick Lachey" by Ken.
"98 Degrees Is Hot" by Gay Night
"The Reunion" by RinSong.
"Loving Nick Lachey" by Jordan
"Playing Doctor with 98 Degrees" by Brianand finally:
"This Gift" by SproutNow, I"ll let you get on with the story.Enjoy.
Previously on "My Everything".....
BEN'S HOUSE.............I pulled into Ben's driveway and shut off the
ignition. I climbed out of the car and locked it.
Shutting the doors behind me, I walked up to his door
and rang the doorbell.The door opened and there was Ben, dressed in black
cargo pants and a nice white dress shirt. When he saw
me, he did a double take."Sean?!" He asked, his eyes wide."Yep, it's me. In the flesh." I said, as I greeted
him. "Now, do I get a hug?"Ben leaned forward and grabbed me up into a bone
crushing hug."How have you been doing lately, Sean?" Ben asked me.I was suddenly feeling very tired and I wasn't gonna
stay awake much longer."Ben, would it be alright if we caught up tommorrow?"
I asked him. I'm so exhausted right now, I just want
to get some sleep.""Sure." He said, stepping aside to let me in. He told
me to go upstairs and get comfortable while he went to
get sheets and blankets for the bed.I walked into the little room and sat down on the bed,
thinking about Drew's earlier conversation with me."Could Drew be right?" I asked myself. "Could I really
not be who I used to be?"I laid down on the bed as I waited for Ben to bring
the blankets.I must really have been exhausted, because I was
asleep before my head even hit the pillow.
***********
CHAPTER 55
***********I woke up to a beautiful morning sunrise, which meant
that it was going to be a great day to start doing
good deeds.I got up and yawned as I stretched out to wake up
more, which wasn't easy since I was still tired.I had awakened quite a few times last night, as I
dreamed back of my conversations pictures fuck child with Drew and Danny,
as well as the events that happened at the Lachey
house.I had tossed and turned most of the night because of
the dreams, so I didn't get much sleep after that. But
some good did come out of the situation.I'd gotten to do alot of thinking about my
relationship with Drew, his friends, and Danny and I
was starting to wonder if I really was being too hard
on them for how they'd treated me those last two years
ago.But at the same time, I was still trying to retain
whatever shreds of my dignity and self respect that
had remained after getting my heart broken.But, now was not the time to be thinking about all
that. Right illegal children photos
now, I needed to get dressed and go
downstairs to child hardcore porn
start breakfast. That is if Ben wasn't
already awake and cooking already.I got up and went into the bathroom to do my business,
and to japanese child brush my teeth. I finished up and exited the
bathroom and then set about getting dressed.I finished up getting dressed and walked downstairs
into the living room. As I did, I smelled food and
coffee coming from the kitchen. I knew then that Ben
was indeed up and was cooking breakfast.I walked into the kitchen and saw Ben putting eggs on
two plates. He looked up and saw me come in."Well, looks small children pornpics who's up." He said, cheerfully. "How did
you sleep last night?"Not good, I'm afraid." I told him, as I yawned."Well, I figured you did after the way you just passed
out last night." Ben pointed out. "When I came
upstairs with your sheets and blankets, you'd already
fallen asleep and I just couldn't wake you up. You
seemed so exhausted, that I just covered you up and
left you sleep.""Thanks for letting me stay here tonight, Ben." I
said, tiredly. "I really don't have anywere else to
go. And after my run-in with the russian chill porn 98 Degreers and
Jessica Simpson Lachey, they don't want to be around
me now sex foto child that's for sure.""What do you mean?" Ben asked, sitting down across
from child hentai videos me. He started cutting his omelet as we talked."Well, as I told you over the phone, there is alot
that you and I need to talk about. Starting pic child porn with why
we lost touch."Ben nodded and took a bite of his omelet."Go ahead, Sean." He said, around his food. "I'm
listening."I took a deep breath and began."Well, two years ago, Nick and all of my friends
practically disowned me. The day I drove away from
their house was one of the most devastating days of my
life. I had lost the man I loved and somehow I knew I
had to pick up the pieces and move on. But it was more
difficult than I thought.""I had to find a new place to live and start over
again. I knew I couldn't go back to New York because
there were just too many painful memories there: My
parent's death, the rape, as sexy pic child well as others."I also knew that I couldn't stay in Los Angeles,
because I didn't want to be anywhere near Nick, or the
guys. Especially after all of my anger and bitterness
came out."
"Well, I can't say I blame you for being bitter." Ben
said. "I would be too if that had happened child porn tubes
to me."I nodded."At least you understand where I'm coming from." I
said. "Anyway, back to my story."I took a bite of my egg and a sip of coffee before I
continued."Once all the anger and bitterness emerged, I decided
that I never wanted to hear from Nick, Drew, or any of
the guys again, including Danny, the man who was
supposed to be my best friend at the time. They never
called me while I was on the road at all. If Nick had
wanted me to come back, I thought he would have called
in a few days when he had cooled down. But he never
did. Neither did anyone else. So, child slut when I decided to go
live in Orlando, Florida, I changed my cellphone
number, as asia nude child
well as had my home phone number unlisted,
so no one who knew me would know how to contact me or
find me."When I came to that part of the story, Ben looked at
me, sadly, yet there was hurt in his eyes as well."And you never did think to confide in me russian nudist child
or let me
try to help you get through it."I looked at Ben, sadly and shook my head."I know, Ben." I said. "And that was a mistake. One, I
will regret until the day I die. But you have to
realize that I was so traumatized that I couldn't
think about anyone but myself at that time. Then, when
I couldn't take the pain anymore, I tried to end it
all."Ben's eyes widened. "You mean-"Yes." I said, as a few tears rolled down my cheeks.
"I tried to take my own life.""Why, Sean?" Ben asked. "What could have possesed you
to do something like that?"I wiped at my eyes and continued. I wasn't crying
badly. Just children porno galeries
a few tears. I had done enough crying for
an entire lifetime since the breakup. I was much
stronger now and could handle my emotions better now.
But it was still a bit painful to talk about."I was at the end of my xxx child nudity rope, Ben." I told him. "I
felt I had no purpose left in the world, so I tried childrens nude erotic to
end it all by jumping off of a cliff, overlooking the
highway. Unfortunately, I never made the jump. Thanks
to a guy I'd met named Jake. He's been really great
and was there for me when I needed a friend. He's my
new best friend.""Anyway, after Jake rescued me, he took me back to his
house, which was next to mine, since we child nude movies both live on
the beach in the same apartment complex, and we talked
for hours. I met Michelle, his girlfriend and the
three of us really hit it off. They were there for me,
during my long and hard recovery. It took a little
over a year for me to fully recover. And once I did
recover, I swore that no eroctic children one would ever have the
chance to hurt me like that ever again."Ben sat back in his chair and sighed heavily. He was
really stunned and amazed at everything that I'd been
through."I'm not going to lie to you, Sean." Ben started to
say. "It's true that you've been through hell. But
that still isn't much of an excuse why you never
stayed in contact with me and Matt at least."I started illegal sexy childporn
to open my mouth to protest, but Ben cut me
off."Let me finish." Ben said. I nodded and let him go on."What I was going to say was, despite your being out
of touch, I still care about you and I do want you
back in my life again. What you went through doesn't
matter anymore. All that matters is that you're well
now and we finally have a chance to reconnect again."I smiled at Ben, widely. I was so touched that he was
willing to let the past be that and that he was going
to give me another chance."So, does that mean you forgive me?" I asked,
hopefully.In response, Ben leaned over and pulled me into his
arms, embracing me in a tight hug. I hugged him back,
noticing how good it felt to be in someone else's arms
again. Even if it was just a friendship, it felt good
to be loved. Maybe there was hope for yong children porno me after all."Does boy child naturist this answer your question?" Ben asked,
continuing to embrace me."More than you'll ever know, buddy." I whispered, as I
pulled back galery children sex from his embrace.Ben looked at black porno children me, strangely, all of a sudden. It was
like he was noticing something about me that I wasn't."You know, you seem different somehow." He said. "I
can't quite put my nude childrens pictures finger on it, but you've definitely
changed from the man you used to be."Yeah." I said. "You're noticing that I'm more
independent now for one thing. And that I'm not as
forgiving as I used to be. child naked girl You can thank Nick Lachey
and the rest of the guys for that.""How can you say that?" Ben asked, then added. "You've
forgiven me."Here I frowned."Ben, I've never had to forgive you for anything." I
told him. petite child pussy
"You've never hurt me. Besides, I'm the one
who's needed forgiving for leaving and not staying in
touch. You didn't have a part in disowning me like
they did.""But I could have done more." Ben insisted. "I could
have tried to find you.""Come on, buddy, don't be ridiculous." I told him.
"You're an actor. You were too busy to find the time
to look. I understand that.""I'm never too busy for my friends." Ben said.His comment made me love him even more for still
caring about me so much.I child erotic porn
sat back and smiled all of a sudden, my face taking
on a dreamy look."Do you remember when we first met?" I asked him.Ben smiled too, remembering that day."Yeah." He said. childs porn nude "Matt and I met you at that
restaurant in Los Angeles. You seemed so down that day
and we child porno girls
saw you and something just seemed to draw us to
you."That was the day that Nick had asked me to marry
him." I replied. "I said that I wasn't ready yet and
that hurt Nick and he stormed out. I thought I'd lost
him that day.""It seems like such a lifetime ago." Ben said. "We
were all happier back then. childs henta