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Posted on June 13, 2010 at 11:12:32 PM by Blake
"You take the Breath right out of me And left a hole where my heart should be..." I looked at her as she was crippled in pain. And then it was gone, her eyes now beholding something of an animal look. I knew that stare, I had it in my own eyes every now and then when I altered form or if I was angry. Reflections told all in this day and age. I growled slightly in caution but just like that, she spoke again and appeared normal. Little bit odd, but I didn't know Charlotte well enough to decide on whether or not anything had changed after the sudden pain incident. I look at her a while longer, flicking my cig into the waters and my gaze falls upon her again. My eyes find themselves watching her, gazing right through her, as though I can see through her clothes. I shake my head and glance away. But then she says we should quit smoking. I laugh and respond. "That'll be the day." Yeah, there was my enthusiasm when it came to quitting smoking. There wasn't any. You could only quit if you actually wanted to. If you didn't, what was the point? She then asks if I want to go swimming. I look out to the water and then back to her. Was she crazy? It was probably freezing in there. However, for some reason, I find myself starting to take my top off. My fingers are no longer controlled by myself. Inside, I panic, but it is a good kind, the exilerating kind, like that of having sex. I nod at her, willing to take a dip and strip down to just my jeans. I take my shoes off and feels the cool wind brush across my bare pale chest, the grass between my toes. What was wrong with me? "I can swim, it's ok." Sure I wasn't very good at it, but if I began to struggle, my wolf form normally saved my ass. And then she says it. Fire. I turn to her, eyes cold blue and teeth bared. "No. I growl simply. I hated fire. No, I didn't hate it, I despised it. It was my only fear for as long as I could remember, but I didn't know why. Why was I scared of such a thing that could be put out in an instant? Why? Something tapped me on the skull, the memory of the reason, but I couldn't reach it. Everytime I tried, it slipped from my fingers and still left me afraid. One day I could remember, but not today. My breathing which had quickened at the thought slows again as I move towards the waters edge. I dip in my toe. Oh god, my bollocks would drop off in these minus temperatures. Still, that feeling inside said yes, just jump. I look back to Charlotte, I hadn't even noticed her slip up in words. It had been the word fire that had been the only one I had heard. She asks if I will stay and I nod, moving back towards her. I kneel again at her side and smile. I wasn't going anywhere. I put my hand to her forehead to check her temperature. She wasn't well at all, that much I could tell. I place my hand on her leg and stare into her grey eyes. My head cocks slightly, my own eyes fading from green to the blue of the wolf as it recognises the animalistic stare in her own orbs. When she smells me, my body glows with heat. I feel her nose against my neck and I close my eyes for just one moment. One beautiful moment. And she says I smell good. Hot damn!!! I open my eyes again and realise that my own nose is buried into the nape of her neck. She too smells great, but whereas she can probably just smell my general musk, my wolf nose can smell everything about her. And god, she smells good. "You have no idea how amazing you smell Charly." Hold on, did I just call her Charly? I pull back a little and stare at her, my hand still on her leg. Part of me wants to kiss her, carress her, that part of me inside, but I can't. The human part of me that is fighting the fourth curse holds me back. I growl to myself, her scent still fresh in my nose. I run my hand up her leg slightly, but then snatch it back. What the hell were we doing...what the hell was I doing...? "I'm sorry." I say sheepishly before sitting on my heels. I can't even feel the cold on my chest. I can't feel anything. Something is so wrong here, but at the same time, everything is so right. "You've got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of You." |
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