Death is an angel with two faces:
to us he turns a face of terror, blighting all things fair;
the other burns with glory of the stars, and love is there.
My mind was in turmoil. It had been ever since that day I left Moose with such a hostile farewell; I still didn’t know what had come over me. Suppressed demons had emerged and wreaked havoc over my mind and soul, and what came out wasn’t truly me. I guess the chaos of these new lands had taken a toll on me, perhaps the onslaught of new acquaintances had me riled up. But honestly, there was something amiss that I couldn’t quite put my finger on. These past few days (or weeks, hell, all my sunrises blurred into nights now) in my new home had given me a place to rest my head; and though my storm clouds had not cleared completely, there was one thing I knew I had to do.
About a day ago I had found my way back to the place I had met that sweet mare, Moose. The smells of different lands and civilians invaded my nostrils and I realized I didn’t know where to go from here. As I pressed on, my senses became fidgety. My throat tightened as my thoughts began to wander on potential scenarios I could find myself in – especially ones where I found myself in the wrong place at the wrong time. There were rules of these lands I still didn’t comprehend, but I didn’t care. I had to find her.
As I weeded through the scents, the wind carried one that I remembered quite well: the earthy, humid, smell of nature that clung to that mare’s hide. I adjusted my path and travelled for the better part of the day trying to find my way to her. Just as the sun began to set I found myself on the edge of a dense plot of forestry. The terrain beneath my hooves became soft, the soil wet with the humidity of the air. The aura of this place reeked of mares and earth, and something in my core convinced me I would find Moose inside – or at least a lead that would point me in the right direction. I took a deep breath before I pushed onward, hoping I would find Moose… before something else found me.
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Sweat dripped off his black mass. The air here was thick and unpleasant compared to the cool autumn winds of the north. The landscape was quintessential of any rainforest jungle you would find along the equator, but considering Osiris had never found himself in one he didn’t know what to expect. His lithe, almost bony frame slipped through the undergrowth while vines and shrubs clung to his pelt begging him not to go further. But he pushed on, trying to keep calm as the canopy blocked the light of the moon. A small, half-hearted whicker vibrated his vocals, assessing if he truly was alone.
Hours passed until he finally found himself in a small clearing; he didn’t want to admit it, but he was helplessly lost. With a sigh of dissatisfaction he stopped beside a large tree trunk and collapsed his limbs beneath him, deciding to stop for the night. He was unaccustomed to the conditions of this realm, and he was definitely unprepared to trailblaze. Disheartened, he laid his head upon the tree trunk and closed his eyes, allowing his thoughts to drift. He thought about many things, but Moose was definitely his main focus. She probably wouldn’t even want to speak to him again…
Deciding to turn back at sunrise, Osiris slipped into an uneasy slumber. He seemed to sink into the shadows of the night, his black pelt and tresses blurring with the dark. Once again he was just a ghost – alone and dysfunctional.
O S I R I S
After the first death, there is no other.
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