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Posted on June 16, 2010 at 09:42:57 PM by Charlotte Tweet
 Charlie, I hear him say. Somewhere deep down inside where I hide all my ugliness, the darkness there forms a garish but honest smile. It doesn’t reflect outwardly though, I feel it only in the pit of my stomach. The sensation is comparable to a flock of butterflies stirring inside of there and trying to find their way out. “Call me CharlieBird, it’s okay. I kind of like it more than Charlotte anyways.” I peel the one of three layers off of me even if I shouldn’t. Standing there in front of him with a small slip around my hips and a little black bra just looks like more problems coming our way. Even the birds tattooed across my ribs and even the parts of birds you can only see halfway shiver and prickle from the eerie atmosphere of Shaman. Either that or I’m just cold. Why I want to swim? I have no fucking clue at this point. It’ll either make or break the situation both Blake and I are getting ourselves into without even realizing it. “Come on.” I encourage again before smirking. I turn and dart into the water. Fuck, that’s cold but there’s no better cure sharp needle like bite of icy water to chase those primitive thoughts out. I dive head first into the water and disappear for several long minutes – underneath the blue everything is dark and murky but there are fish. My eyes protest the cold though and close, I come back up and let my breath go before pushing the wet bangs out of my face. Getting the dirt off of me is probably the best thing since the best thing ever – but don’t call me high maintenance because, really, I’m not. Blake is somewhere out here but out of my range of vision. I paddle towards a rock in the middle of the water and hold onto it while I look around. “Blake?” I ask. “Blake where did you go? We should probably get out sooner than later.” I insist but still, nothing. Charlotte Tweet So we did make love. Is that what you're calling it? …this is probably just another one of those cry-for-help things. |
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