anubis
im frozen with this fear
that you may disappear
His eyes had lost that fire that used to be present in them. He had went looking for Sway with Flashlight, and only to find her far gone and he had no way to get her back. The pain was unlike anything that he had ever felt before, the sharp pain that spread out in his heart was not something he could deal with in a rational state of mind. He saw a black and white figure before him, and her name slowly came to his clouded mind as he walked towards her, his head was not held at a regal level, but he still approached her in the way he had always done. He pushed the emotions into the back of his mind, and yet, he knew in reality, the emotions played like figurines across his face, stark and cold, his eyes were dead, his face lifeless.
“Zena, It’s pleasant to finally see you in the desert. I trust it wasn’t hard to find, yes?”
Loosing his flare in his way with women, would it hurt him in the long run? Probably, yes. But in the state of mind that eh was in currently, Anubis couldn’t give a shit what others thought of him. He was just dead tired of loosing those who he had let in close to him, tired of giving everything for a girl who he would loose in the end no matter what. It killed him slowly from the inside out, maybe he would never be the same.
-- crap sorry but it’s up :) --
** [Anubis]
** [Six]
** [Mixed Breed]
** [Gold Cream Champagne Dun]
** [ee/aa/nCr/nCh/Dd/nZ]
** [King of the Desert]
** [Breakdown x Seren]
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