I stand tall and stare out to the sheer darkness Freedom had chose to walk within. I knew Titan would havve his gaze fixed on me, perhaps call me foolish for allowing myself to grow close to another male during his absence but I cared not. Freedom would always hold a dear place in my heart. He had caused a warmth to return to my heart, a warmth I didn't expect the others to understand for to them he was nothing but a handsome varg to have stolen my heart and claimed the love I had to give as his own. How wrong they would forever be. He knew me better than anyone else did, he defended me when we were both mere pups trying to find our place in life. We both have struggled through our youth and been brought together in order to create something far more beautiful than mother nature herself could summon.
Tears stain my cheeks. I wanted him to stay.. But deep down I knew he could not watch me with another no more than I could watch him shower a female much like myself with affection and promise, that which he offered to me only several months prior to this heartbreaking encounter. I close my eyes and direct my muzzle to the ground in utter defeat though my saddened auds hear his parting words with no room to protest. I can't cry out anymore than I have for I know it is useless. I could only hope he would stick close and see his children whenever he felt possible to do so. It wouldn't be the first time I have endured the pain of raising a litter with an absent father.. But I knew for sure it would be my last. I silently promise myself I would rear no further litter in to this world but thank Tor for the joy my two have already provided me with.
I could feel the eyes of my curious audience but the damage is done. I turn my attention back to the others and only when I notice my younger daughter, Silent Russia making an appearance, I manage to shift emotions and replace my sadness with a mask that made out everything was fine. A smile caresses my lips but before I have time to collect my youth in order to keep her under control, she has already mouthed off making jokes toward the fear filled pup that did not have the novelty of a family like she. "Russia -" Before I have chance to scold my youngster and teach her there is a time and place for everything.. An unfamiliar shewolf has jumped in believing it is her place to do it for me.
My ears flick forward around the time my eyes narrow in her direction. Whether Russia had been wrong in what she said, making jokes yet meaning no harm.. This bitch had no right to step in and believe it her place to deal with such. I waste no time in approaching the ivory lass and in a defensive stance, one that could be brought on only by the thought of my children being hurt in any way, shape or form.. I stare her down and bare my ivories ready to put her back in her place. "Oi, wind your fucking neck in, woman. She's a pup, why would she want to know the goings on of mother hood? You'll do well to know your place and keep your trap shut. So keep your rediculous glare off my daughter. This is the only warning you'll get sweetheart, next time we'll be stepping outside."
The tension refuses to leave my torso, even when I shift my weight to the side and address Russia, something I planned on doing earlier should this bitch have kept it shut. "Now Russia.. Is there something you want to say to Darth?" I wait for the apology to escape her maw with or without protest before herding her toward the family. I offer the outspoken witch a last glance before setting my eyes to Sin who had found it quite amusing. Amusing or not, I was aware my daughter should know better than to insult pups in a worse off place than herself. Still, there are ways of handling a child and considering this is my second litter, I certainly didn't need input from the likes of Rushing Water.
I hear the ivory lass offer to take care of Darth and already knew it wouldn't sit well with Sin. Judgement had not been passed and although I knew how warm Sin could be around the younger generation, I was also aware of how serious she took her alphaship. I think back to my alpha days and have to fight the heat occuring beneath my pelt remembering the intimiate moment I shared with Sin. The thought didn't last long thank god but the memory would always be there.
I observe the battle wounds the ebony Queen returns with and a whine threatens to escape my kissers. I didn't like seeing my friend hurt and I was sure Vela would feel very much the same. Speaking of which, the dark shewolf made a point of walking towards me and I welcomed her presence with a smile and a sigh. It was amazing to have a family like the one i had been blessed with, Vela and Sin.. I could speak with the two about anything and they would always be honest with me, I loved that about them both. The two had become my rock and neither could be replaced. I feel Vela rest against me in a comforting manor and i do the same, enjoying having the weight from my shoulders shared for a change. I hear her gesture about speaking later and i nod in agreement, looking forward to catching up with the lass considering we hadn't had a good catch up in forever.
Next, Sin announces for Darth to stay putting myself and Titan in charge of his wellbeing. I ofcourse have no objection even if Titan does, he knows just how maternal I am and with having little ones around his age, that would make much more sense. I avoid looking toward Rushing Water, knowing Sins decision would no doubt be a bit of a kick in the teeth for her, still.. Darth would benefit from being around his own age. The Queen finishes with word of a hunt and when I hear my name goes unmentioned, I figured I would be staying back to take care of the younger generation of Aurora Borealis, either that or Sin wanted to speak with me privately, that too I would not refuse. Once things have settled down in the clearing, I offer Titan a kiss upon his cheek. Yes, I was aware we don't show affection during social gatherings but I wanted to reassure him things would be fine and after the outburst earlier.. I feel no differently about him.
Afterward, I shift my weight toward King Kong with hopes of getting to know him better. My chocolate smeared torso offers the males own dark appearance his comfort zone just incase he wasn't as sociable as myself. Still, no harm in conversation, right? "Hi.. King Kong, right?.. I'm Akina. Pleasure to meet you, how are you liking Aurora so far?.. I promise, I'm not that dramatic or outspoken the majority of the time." I giggle a little, letting him know I was infact embaressed for earlier, especially if he had reserved the wrong impression of me. I glance toward Russia and Nausicaa who I only just realised had been hiding this whole time. After offering her a glare in a You wait till you get back to the den, young lady sort of way, I turn my attention back to King Kong and await his reply.
The smell of someone unfamiliar invades my nares. The scent of motherhood thick in the air and shortly in walks the culprit with her own youths tripping close at her heels. I can't help but smile and offer the mother a nod, hoping to reassure her worried gaze that she has no reason to concern.
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