because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt
because of you i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
because of you i am afraid



With Kennedy being cared for by Epos and Jensen, Lusi decided that she wanted to do a little exploring. She needed to feel like she belonged here in Shaman. There were days when she was fighting for her identity. She had so much and yet she felt as though she had so little. Perhaps it was simply because Lusi felt so alone. Sure she had her daughter, but she didn’t really have the emotional bonding to another adult. She had Epos, but her friend was busy being a new mother. Perhaps a little exploration would help to ease her mind.

She walked slowly into the castle, looking for Arthur. She honestly had never met the man, so she had no clue who she was looking for. But behind some large oak doors, there was a man at a desk who looked more regal then the others around him. This must be Arthur. With a smile, she stepped up to the man and presented him with a permit. “My king, I wish to have your blessing…” She hoped he would sign it without a fuss. Being a woman and seeking an expedition alone was probably not the smartest idea, but she would work with it. Lusitania was plenty capable of caring for herself.