The Cavern of Secrets holds much more than you can imagine. Once a forbidden place, the ban on entrance has been released...yet, is it a good idea to enter?
Once a great battle had been fought in this cavern, against a dark beast that had once - and still might - dwell here. No one knows where he disappeared to, but there are rumours...
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Posted on May 12, 2012 at 06:59:55 PM by Akina
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Finally I speak up after the demon himself and my words are anything but reassuring but more letting him know I understand. I didn't see him as the monster he spoke of and I can only hope he knows that. I see him so different to what which he speaks of and I long to tell him, either that or shake him and demand him to never think that way again. He's gentle, kind, protective and not to mention dark, mysterious, something that has pulled me in from the first time I ever set eyes on him.I try not to let it show and focus on what he's saying by now. Eager audettes offer him full attention and I shift my weight a little closer to accomodate. My heart weakens when he speaks out telling me of his nightmares and I worry for him that such things he endures will never cease. What if they don't? What is he to do? I wish I could stop them from happening but I know the curse is not mine to lift. I continue to listen and glance down at my paws when he mentions how he wants to move on. So do I, oh how desperately I want to forget what has happened and start a fresh in life but I know it's impossible. A mere whimper escapes me and i'm left thinking about my own life and what I want to change but find impossible, it makes me wonder what my purpose is in life and before I know it i'm spouting my mouth off hoping Kong will have the answer. I can't stop myself once I start even though there were moments when I wanted to and tried to remind myself i'm going too far. I speak of Titan and it's clear to see I expect so much more from him. Tears come quickly, lining my beautiful face with dark, wet streaks of emotion running down my cheeks. I sense Kong stiffen a little and I raise my head to look at him as I know he's preparing to speak but maybe struggling to find the words to do so. It finally comes and i'm deeply touched by the vargs reassurance. Speaks of my litters and i'm forced to fix my attention on each of my childrens faces. Pilatus, though he is not blood he is unaware of it and has depended on me since I was a teen. Luckily I had been mature for my age and taken him in, loved him like he was my own and gone on from there. Where was he not? Was he safe? So much had happened that i'd missed out on what was going on in his little life. I fight off the thought and think then of Hachiko, my handsome son who is approaching adulthood daily. I can't help but smile when I remember him speaking out so fondly of the Saw Tooth princess, Nova, no doubt he is spending more time there than I did when I was younger. The irony. Braveheart, Red China.. Ninkou Latora.. And ofcourse, Nausicaa. My other children who I haven't spent much time with due to them looking for their place in life. It was true, I would always be here for them should they ever need their mother, be it now or five years down the road, I brought them in to this world and they will be my children until i depart this world for another. Kong goes on to say I must find my own purpose and I question where to start. It's a scary thought, beginning over again but one I had to do. I had questioned leaving Aurora Borealis and returning to Saw Tooth but when he brings up Vela and Sin, I can't help but wonder what I would do without them. Sin and I have been through so much together I can't bare to think of life without her. I take a deep breath and bring a smile to my lips before speaking up. "Kong.. I don't know much about you, I haven't had the chance to speak with you much but if you honestly believe you don't make a difference to anyone, that your existance doesn't have much of an impact then maybe you should look at me a little harder.." I shift my weight forward and focus my attention on a particular section of the cave where the roof has cracked enough to allow light to sparkle through. I step beneath the moons gentle light in order for the demon to be able to see me, all of me. My multi hued, bushy form appeared beautiful, a pure image of my mother. "I don't know if Titan will return or if he does, whether it's for me so I don't think it will be a problem me appearing outspoken. Despite your demons, your nightmares, your past.. You are everything I would ever want in a mate. Look at you, Kong.. You're handsome, you're strong.. And don't rip my throat out for this but you're pretty damn sweet, too." A chuckle leaves my lips and I step closer to him, departing the light I had been bathed beneath to stand inches infront of him. "I don't know what my purpose is in life right now but I know yours is to make a girl truly happy and perhaps when you do that, the nightmares will end because you have a future and no longer just a past." Part of me regretted what i'd said but the other half of my didn't. Why should I? If I had to look toward a future then so did he and I couldn't bare the thought of him hurting any longer. I offer him a smile and hope I haven't said anything he would disagree with then a little out of character for me I push forward a little closing the gap between us, pressing my bodice against his chest for comfort though rejection would hurt a great deal, it was his call.  |
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- fall from grace - By King Kong May 14, 2012 at 09:58:12 PM
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