I checked out the landscape to find the perfect place to lay down it had been many moons since I had actually gotten more than 3 hours of sleep. There was a tree a few yards away, it was the only one for a little while. When I got over there it was wondrous to get out of the heat beating on my snowy white pelt, I laid my cranium in my sleet socks. A sigh managed to slip from my throat; it felt as if the world was on my shoulders. I rolled to my side, then everything was pushing me away from my love she seemed to slip through my fingers. It was well into night a thin layer of frost had formed , we were laughing and talking about our future. I tried to fight for her but let myself down it was like she was happy to leave the ring with him, the next morning he came, but it wasn’t to say sorry nope. How ‘bout he just kick some dirt up in my face and walk away with my fea. I tried to run away from this but kept ending up in the same place like it was a merry go round, the same tarnished wolf the same crooked trees the same blood stained mat. I wish it was a dream that time this time it was if only…
I jumped up to a waxing moon shedding some light on the peaceful field the crickets chirped with great relaxation. There Were a few wolves in the field the humming of their voices from far away must of woke me. Ever since that night I haven’t been able to sleep with wakening up from that stupid dream. I moved to a cooler spot where my body heat hadn’t been absorbed into the grass. I was nice to stand up my legs felt like water, slipped out from beneath me and drained into the ground along with my happiness. I pondered will anyone ever be able to make me happy again, will they ever be able to light the fire in my soul again. Well that would depend if anyone would be able to fight my boyish features attractable. Once more I laid my crainium on my legs but this time I didn’t sleep or nap. I stared up into the dark beyond that held the stars and the moon yes the moon perhaps one of the most beautiful things I’ve seen, other than; her.