At the densest section of the forest, there is a brief clearing where a steady flow of water streams down the slippery stone staircase. The water here is cool and refreshing.
Staircase Falls has been rumoured to be the place where reality is met by magic; where peaceful spirits dwell. They are rumoured to have healing powers that are used to help the desperately hurt, though no one has experienced this, except for, perhaps, Kaive.
Reserved IP: 71.71.207.160 Posted on July 23, 2012 at 02:29:41 PM by Bently
Its been hard. A lot harder it seems as the days go on without everyone. How could one pup just screw up so much. I wanted to live the high life, ran off, cursed, hurt all the ones closest to me. Yeah, screwing things up would be sugar coating it. But I would see them all again some day.. wouldn't I? I lowered my head, watching the ground as I seemed to walk silently. The whole world seemed dead. No sound enters my ears at the moment, everything just seems silent as I pick and search through my memories trying to remember every thing about her beautiful face.
But I just screwed everything up for her too. I ruined her innocence I guess you could say. But I couldn't bring myself to go out and look for them. Cause the way I figure it they would come searching for me if they really wanted me back. But she seems to matter more than me than anything... I guess that may seem sad if you think about it. But they were my adopted family so they weren't really there from the beginning. But then again neither was she.
My paws find a little trail I have worn into the ground, just pacing back from my home to different places. Mostly Leisure Lake.. reasons are my own. But I have been really okay lately. Despite the various things going on I'm still the same Bently. I've grown up quite a bit, I am almost a teenager. Yay, yahoo. Just whatever. It doesn't bother me or affect me any because no matter how old you get , whether you are a puppy, teenager, or an adult; there will always be wolves who act like they are superior to you and act like they are smarter than you. Oh well since I was on my own.. for now I could do whatever I wanted, and wouldn't have to do anything for anyone. Which I guess I was happy about. I didn't know how to really feel lately. So I just decided that the way I feel is numb.
I lower my head ducking under a few branches and walking onto the rocks. Looking around I can see all of us just playing around, starting arguments, having fun, and getting hurt. I smile and slowly walk out to the edge of the water and put my two front paws in. I look down at the water and stare at my reflection. My Light brown eyes staring back at me, my slightly darker pelt looks normal.. Not fluffy as it was when I was smaller. I'm glad its calmed down a little bit. I give a small smile to myself. I just stare at myself .
God. Who have I become?
(sorry I know. It really sucks. I havent used him in a while and Im getting my muse back D:)
