Disaster has struck!
OOC: aww no, it's fine. I like it <3
I prick my ears, listening actively when she tells me that she's okay, jus shaken. That's understandable. I nod my head slowly, brow furrowing in concern when she mentions pain in her shoulder. My eyes automatically go to her shoulders, searching for the wound, the scar, whatever it could be now. I frown. Are you okay? I mean, I know you just answered that but your shoulder...is it bad? I reach out for her but hold myself back, not wanting to cross any lines I shouldn't be crossing.
She looks uncomfortable for a moment but then the crow makes a sound and she giggles, a sound I haven't heard in a long time. I can't help but grin, showing my teeth as my eyes light up. It's good to hear her laugh. She nods but her eyes look at the ground as if she suddenly can't meet my gaze. I want to reach out to her, anything to comfort her but I hold my ground. She goes thoughtful for a moment, as if there's something she wants to say but then she's stumbling over her words and I have a feeling this is going somewhere that i've already gone with Laila, when she brought up how she wanted a mate and I totally rejected the idea. Well, not totally, I just told her that I didn't want to rush into anything. I'm just getting to know her. I want more than just an imprint telling me who to be with. I want to want to be with that wolf.
I'm falling for Belinda but I'm also falling for Laila. What do I do? Belinda is hesitating and fear creeps into my chest. Then she spits it out and I freeze, speechless. I know that she wants an answer, any answer and any answer is better than none. I see the fear of rejection in her eyes and I part my lips, trying to be careful. I don't want to lose her. I just want her to understand, to be patient with me, though I know that can be a lot to ask. I sigh and begin. I have feelings for you, Belinda, and I want you in my life. I'm trying to figure things out in my head, I just need some more time. i'm still getting to know Laila. I don't know if I want to be with her that way, but I know that she has to be in my life. I want you both in it, I know that much. Can you do that? Can you be here for me? I know that may be a lot to ask of you, I just need to know I have your support. I search her eyes, my own hesitant.