Nymeria |
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Kalseru |
Vortigern |
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Moonfeather
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Yuki |
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Viserion, Myrcella
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Eldrax
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Rhaegal, Tychon, Alagai, Paxton, Visenya
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Drogon, Icarus
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Greywind, Rhaenys, Arthfael
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Bastille, Samus
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Dandelion, Semele
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Daenerys, Sleekwing, Tyrion
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Mêlée, AshitakaEmer, Bran, Jabari, Vaella, Cadeyrn, Berwyn, Nerys, Jubilee, Ashur, Reine, Icarus, Kricket, Navarre, Leilani, Jakuta
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Vhagar
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Diveen
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MoonGlow, Alcide, Sorcha, Fjallraven,
Pan, Grayson, Ravenna, Niviaq |
When the snows fall and the white winds blow, the lone wolf dies, but the pack survives.
- - Nymeria
❥ Pregnant | ^ Pending Promotion | ✘ Stolen | Away
IP: 12.231.36.2
Posted on April 10, 2013 at 02:31:37 AM by Camelot
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I am both elated and nervous. Laila has agreed to join Spirane which means I won't have to be without her. I'm still trying to create a relationship with my children and it's difficult but only because they're shy of me as they should be. They didn't know me for two years and that's a long time. Now I've got to make up for it, re-connect with them. I miss Laila already, my heart heavy in my chest as I sulk around the den, still preparing it for her arrival. She didn't get pregnant this year and that's disappointing but there's always next year, right? I love her even without her not carrying my children. We've had one pack and that in itself is a miracle to me. Who would have thought I'd ever become a dad? It's laughable really. I've always though I wasn't cut out for this but I'm loving every minute of it, even the nerve wracking ones. I smell her and my body stiffens. Could it really be her? I haven't seen her since...well, since she gave birth last time and her imprint showed up to see how she was. I remember how awkward that was. His eyes were just so consumed with her that I felt like I was intruding. She had tried her best to sound glad to see me too and perhaps she was but it was eclipsed by the fervor she felt when she looked upon him, her imprint, the one that could only see her. Now I know that feeling because I feel the same about Laila. I still think of Belinda and yes, even the one whose sweet perfume wafts through my nostrils now. And yet I can never stop thinking of Laila. She consumes me. Yet Doe's scent beckons me to her den as it did the last two litters she had. Maybe this is my fate, to always be there as her guardian while she creates life and yet we were never more than friends. I hope she thought of me as a friend. Perhaps she still does. My tail sways behind me as I track her scent to the cozy little hole in Spirane. I didn't even know Doe was a member of Spirane. I guess Moonglow talked her into joining. I feel glad at the thought that she's close where I can watch over her but I know now that if something were happening to Laila at the same time, there's no hesitation in who I would choose. It hurts but it's fact. Knowing that Doe is pregnant once more, as I can smell it in her scent, I can only hope she found someone who would do the same for her. She deserves that and more. She's always been so kind, so selfless and such a wonderful mother. Maybe she's still with that male, her imprint. My eyes widen in hope as I sit outside the den, listening to her soothing voice as she talks to her newborn children. I can barely make out the words, so soft is her voice, but I know that she's okay. I sigh softly, keeping an ear cupped toward her den as I lie down and settle by the entrance, ready to wait it out, watch over her as I've done not once but twice before. |
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- --Live with no excuses - By D O E April 22, 2013 at 02:11:40 AM
&& make me the wolf you deserve - By Camelot April 22, 2013 at 07:07:27 PM
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| Return to Top **Any position may be challenged for at any time. Please privately contact Nymeria and she will decide the type and style of challenge appropriate to the rank. Abhorsen - The Wielder: Alpha female and Queen of Spirane. Her word is final in all matters. Vows to protect and lead those who call the mountain home. Her Council Belgaer - The Thinker: Second in Command, this wolf is the Abhorsen's most trusted compatriot and confidant. In the Abhorsen's absence, they are able to speak with her authority. Saraneth - The Binder: Chosen mate of the Abhorsen. They can settle pack disputes, accept members, assign tasks, and leads the pack during hunts, in times of war, or in cases where the Abhorsen is not present. Scion - The Successor: The Abhorsen's heir, training to one day fill her paw prints. This wolf must become adept in multiple trades. This wolf is expected to become proficient in healing, fighting, hunting, diplomacy, and thievery. They are expected to lend assistance to any of the other ranks if ever needed. The Bells Dyrim - The Speaker: Lead diplomat and is often times sent out to maintain good relations with allied packs. Charged with educating the Ambassadors in diplomatic ways. Astarael - The Weeper: The commander and lead warrior of the pack. Charged with teaching the Berserkers the art of battle. Clayr - The Seer: Charged with the pack's health, and in teaching the Shiners and those who wish to pursue the art of healing. Kibeth - The Walker: The leader of the Guard. They are the foremost line of defense, charged with securing the borders and bringing pertinent information from within and without the pack to the appropriate wolf. They also lead the Outriders. Ranna - The Sleeper: Assists the queen in guarding from theft as well as advising her of news and gossip from the whole of Moladion. Charged with teaching the Mages about theft, secret keeping, and overall sneakiness. Allowed to make and block steals. Mosrael - The Waker: Caretaker and storyteller of the pack, also the head pupsitter. Often times this wolf will look after the pack's youth and educate them of Spirane and Moladion's history. Leads the Remembrancers in pup watching. Charter - The Power: The master hunter of the pack. Leads and organizes all hunts and teaches the Falconers the art of the hunt. The Classes Berserkers: Warriors and hunters of the pack. Falconers: The pack hunters Mages: Thieves and secret keepers of the pack. Allowed to make and block steals. Ambassadors: Diplomats of the pack. Shiners: Healers of the pack. Outriders: The pack scouts who bring all news of happenings across Moladion back. Remembrancers: Wolves of a kind nature who look after the younger wolves of the pack. These wolves may wish to learn more about healing, but this is not a requirement. Bairns: The young pups of the pack Amateurs: Youth of the pack still finding their place Kinfolk: The general populance of the pack Elders: Respected retirees who still offer wisdom and insight |
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