It was very good to feel the touch of my own son. I really feel so alive right now. As I turned my frame to show my son that my wounds were indeed healed he sighed in relief. He worries about me! I… I am just so happy to see that Elric has such a good heart. He explained to me, telling me that he was glad that they were treating me right and told me that he had heard things about the new rulers. Head tilting slightly in curiosity.
- What kind of things you heard about them?
He asked about Ruvindra and about his siblings. I haven’t been with her lately, I tried to find her in the pack meeting, but… There were so many wolves. She was also about to give birth and she didn’t want me around when that happened. I wished to be with her in that moment, but… I respect her. I don’t want her to be mad at me. But after that, I will be with her. Oh which reminds me!
- They are just fine. I’m sure they will be okay. Your mother is alright, I didn’t have the chance to talk to her yet, but she is the strongest wolfess I have ever met, I know she will be okay, -I paused letting my words sink before proceeding - Son, I have something to tell you…
I paused again with a smile on my face, how would he react to such news…. I wondered, before proceeding.
- You… Are going to have more siblings - I waited, a bit nervous about his reaction.
I waited patiently for his reaction, wondering if he would be happy to have more siblings.
He told me he had news and my ears pricked forward in curiosity. He told me that Vidar was well, that they are taking care of him. Ears instantly dropping low. Vidar… My son, who hated me after all I had done. I’m not a good father. I should have been there for him… I swear I tried everything. Now all I can do is accept. But I love him, I love him so much… Elric asked me if he should give him my regards.
- Well, I… - Voice now weak as I spoke - I don’t know if that would be a good idea. Vidar… Doesn’t like me… I don’t blame him. I’ve been a horrible father… - I paused - But… It’s great to know that he is alright. I love him so much… It means a lot to know that he is alright.
I didn’t know if Vidar would really like to know anything else about me. I tried… I would have done everything different.
I tried to think of other things. I would still, try to visit him. I just hoped he would like to just see me sometimes. I told him that I would like to be part of his life, to be with him more and know more about him. He chuckled and instantly dived forward to give me a wolf-ish hug, wrapping his neck around mine for a moment. My tail waved wildly behind me. He wants to know me too!? I am so happy to see him like this. Oh! It reminds me of myself… when I was told that I was going to be a father. Pride swells on my heart.
- I love you son… - I told him once again.
10 years old | Iromar | Forever Ruvindra’s lover | --30in/120lbs--
Tear me to pieces ;Don't get caught in my schemes
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