well, maybe I'm insane,
'cuz I keep doing the same damn thing
Blah blah blah. Something feels like blah today. Mom's in this... mood. Like she's not seen dad in, what, months on end? She's got this face just sort of pasted over her own like I don't usually see on her. It's creepy. I'm staying away from it for a bit.
Not like I don't move around on my own. All the time. Constantly doing whatever I want. Because you know that I do. If you've seen me at all, you know that I do.
It's not like I haven't been here before. I'm just sort of facing a different part of the area than before. It's a big enough crater, don't you think? I should think that big enough is big enough to keep moving through the entire expanse and still not see everything before something changes or a year or more has passed by.
Ew. Time. I don't think about that sort of thing. I think more along the lines of "what am I going to do to stave the hunger for something to do?"
In other words, I get bored a lot. Get used to it.
Today, I'm considering exploration. Or something. Might as well, right? Know the surroundings, and you'll find something new when something changes. Or when you make it happen. There are ways to make things happen, if you really want, after all.
Rocky cave after rocky cave, but there's one thing that's really catching my attention right now. It's this... big formation. I guess that's really the only thing to call it, it's like a cliff on top of a plateau thing on top of a huge cave that seems to go deep underground. Excuse me if I sound off a curious whimper sound. It just makes sense, though, that I'll make it obvious to anybody watching that I'm going to do something dangerous again, and so watch because I'm sure you don't want to miss out on the fun.
Excitement is my deal, after all. Who wants to live boringly? Cull life itself for the fun things, add in a few of whatever is completely necessary, and leave everything else behind. Leave it out like I'm leaving any semblance of anybody else's fears.
Bounding softly, the slow dripping sounds from where there's surely water somewhere deeper in make me only that much more intrigued by this particular cavern. It could be the perfect spot to hide if I ever wanted one. After all, who else but me would even venture in here in the first place?
Yeah, that's right. I'm calling it, I'm the adventurous one. What are you going to do about it?
you're a troublemaker, but, damn girl, it's like I love the trouble... and I can't even explain why
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