I am...enthralled by this feeling as she pushes into me more. I feel...a burst of something...like...happiness, I think. It is a feeling so nice, so good, that I normally do not feel where I am alone, when I am staring off into the trees and letting my mind meld with the world around me. No, her touch caused a sensation so amazing and I wished to be with her always, to absorb her sad and bring her to happiness she deserves....and yet, I wonder, if me being with her was a danger. I know Caligula wants me dead. Would she...would she dare harm his girl that rests upon me now? Would she? I cannot fathom the evils that my sister could produce. She very well could kill Everchime to get to me...and I feel, once more, that it may be best for me to be alone...so Ever can remain safe. Life was truly cruel.

My doubts were pushed aside momentarily, for something else entirely snapped my mind back to her. It was the caress of her tongue upon my face, my ugly, ripped apart face, that deserved no such display of affection. I wish to lick her in return, to take away her pain with my touch and yet, my own self dout prevents me from doing so. As much as my soul knows she is for me to protect, I cannot do such a thing without knowing that she is okay with it I just simply take it, but it isn't without...reward for her, in some way. She manages to do something that I rarely do. She makes my lips tug back slightly into an awkward smile, a smile calm and pleased, yet meant to comfort her in this time of need. My golden eye looks down at her, dare I say, lovingly as she speaks. She tells me of where she looked, but sadly, I do not know this area. I feel already, that I have failed her, by not knowig every little nook, every little tree in Glorall. For if I did, I would help her better. I...am never good enough, and I know this, but that does not mean I won't help her. I will help her find this blue-eyed, white and red pelted puppy. Luckily, I understood all of the words she said. I almost feel like, it wouldn't matter, I woudl understand any words she said for I would understand them from the heart...maybe that is what happened now, I am not completely sure, but her words flow over me and seep into my very core. Her language is the language of all, and it is...nice.

"We find...A-er..ith."

My voice, so deep for my age, is calm, awkward, yet still...somewhat confident. Her touch had helped me fell better about it all, yet I know she would be happier if I could talk better.And then she pulls away, her nose falling to the ground to sniff, but I do not know exaclty what to sniff for. I lower my nose as well, taking in all the scents of the land, the scattered scents of many wolves, yet there is another female scent that is rather strong in this area. I assume this is the scent of her daughter. I must resist the temptation to touch her, to go back to where we were, but I knew this is what she wanted. She wanted to find her daughter, and I must put any of my desires behind. Ever begins to move, and O follow like her shadow. My long dark grey limbs are able to keep up with her easily. I am surprisingly graceful and stealthy, traits I inherited from my mother. I follow my lady in silence, skilled in such a thing yet I do not realize it, nor do I really think about it. I am apart of the world, and I know how to meld into it and use it to my advantage. My golden eye keeps watch of her, yet I do my best to take in the surrounding. I have a visual memory, a very fine one at better. Due to the rather silent upbringing I had, I learned the world a little differently than others. Words are less important, I keep my mind focused on every little tree, scent, sound. The touch of earth under my paws. The time of day and the shadows of the sun. I am very observant and I absorb visual imagery like food. Yet, I am unable to do the same with language, my mind programmed to focus on other things in life. I...I hope she will understand one day. I feel like, she will understand me, maybe, more than anyone else every could. Maybe I am wrong, maybe I am creepy, I do not know for sure. I will just help her the best I can, and follow her lead. I have the scent of what I think is Aerith in my mind, burned forever in since it is Ever's daughter. Let us hope we find her soon, and my light can be healed once more.
Three Years - Loved by None - Following Everchime