Home....home is something I know all too well. I have lived out my days with my Celesdue and her family and it was happy and perfect for the most part. Growing up with them I had spent my days guarding and running with Celesdue, every which way and every speed one can imagine. Four years had passed and now I can feel that I can have a family with my beloved Moon and I can if I stay, I can live forever with the Moon I know and love. I lay beside the river in a boneless heap, I couldn't even move if I tried, my muzzle dipped in the liquid as I take my fill of the liquid.
I cannot even begin to lift myself to my paws and try to find the den my Celesdue, my Moon had made. I cannot imagine life without my Celesdue, without my Moon and I know that she's missing me right now. I strain, feel my muscles weaken beneath me as I pull myself to my paws. My breath catches in my throat as my legs shake beneath me and pain engulfs my frame. Blood drips from my midnight coat as I stand with heavy breaths beside the lake as my blood and my life drips away from me. I am waiting for her, waiting for my Moon, because things were fast changing. I need to let them know.
Phobia
I’m the truth that you wish was fiction
And this heart isn’t known to hate me
I know I’m a walking contradiction