At Leisure Lake the sun is always shining and only a few stray clouds roam the open sky; paradise is the one word that really describes it. This beautiful lake is clean and refreshing, the very best place to swim and fish. Pups are known to play here while older wolves watch at the side, engaged in their own activities.
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Posted on June 27, 2013 at 01:50:27 AM by Kurt
My mom would be fine with me being gay. I just know it, I have this feeling inside that she wouldn't mind. She'd still love me. And my dad. My dad probably misses me, I haven't seen him in forever. I miss him much, too much, he always stood up for me. But I can live on my own now, I'm a grown adult. Three in wolf years, 21 in human. But honestly, I didn't want to grow up and go. I didn't want to become an adult and leave my father. He was the only one who kept me safe. But some will dragged me to come here. To Blossom Forest. What that will was, I don't know. It was too strong to fight though. Almost like, well, I can't think of anything to describe something with that much power. I don't belive in Christianity, but is that force saying that I should start? I honestly have no clue where to start, if that force was telling me to do so. And I wouldn't be able to because of one reason. Not many people like me. Because of my sexuality. But why? Why do thay have such hate towards me? Just because I like boys? I will never understand unless I could magically be one of those haters for a day. That'd never happen. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kurt smiled a bit, but then it faded away just as quick as it came. Louenna, well, it was like a cloud covering her feelings. Usually, he could tell what people's feelings were just from their eyes because he had experienced every one of them, well, except love. Besides his parents. He usually kept his past blocked away from the world, but he was good at covering his emotions, well, when he wanted to. And he was pretty good at showing everything was alright though it wasn't. Nothing was right in his mind. And it's not exactly his fault. As Muse then came into view, he seemed to have wings for his heart, but yet he kept them hidden. As he always did. When Kurt had given a little introduction speech, at the endd he tried to give a joke kind of thing, that was also true at the same time. when the boy laughed, it brightened his day. It was not a laugh of bullies, it was a real laugh, like one that he would have between his father and him when they were in the joyful moods. Anyways, Kurt listened in on any dialouge from the 2 wolves, his new boy crush, Muse, and this other unknown girl. "Well, I didn’t want to disturb you two but you seem friendly enough. And your sassiness could probably do some damage to me, I’m weak when it comes to word fights." Muse started. "My strength lies in my body not my mouth." he had continued. Kurt replied with a smile. "Then I guess that makes us even. Even though you'd have more of an advantage with real strength. I kind of have speed." Obviously, you either have strength in your words or strength in your body. Muse, as he said, had strength in his body. Muse had said something else, but Kurt didn't pay much attention to it, well, tried to ignore it. Kurt had just watched the ebony boy's eyes as he spoke, and they showed want and need. As he was looking at the girl. Did he really fall down this quick? Fall so far in 'love'? He tried not to pull himself too far from the conversation, but he did manage to catch the lass's name. Louenna. It was pretty, he had to admit. "Nice name Louenna. I think I'll give you the nicnkname of Laune." (It's pronounced La-[end of moon] e) Kurt then smiled and turned back to the bay. He had to clear his mind of what had happened. If anyone had asked him what was wrong, he'd say nothing. But if they were to continue, he'd tell them about his mother. But not actually how he was feeling. He was heartbroken for the first time. But he knew somewhat how to cheer himself up. Singing. But this was mumbled, and he managed to make his voice sound not so girlyish for it. How, maybe his sadness, who knows. "Hello, hello Anybody out there? Cause I don't hear a sound. Alone, alone I don't really know where the world is but I miss it now. I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name. Like a fool at the top of my lungs. Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright, but it's never enough. Cause my echo, echo is the only voice coming back. Shadow, shadow is the only friend that I have Listen, listen. I would take a whisper if that's all you had to give. But it isn't, is it? You could come and save me and try to chase the crazy right out of my head. I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name like a fool at the top of my lungs. Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright, but it's never enough. Cause my echo, echo is the only voice coming back. Shadow, shadow is the only friend that I have. I don't wanna be an island, I just wanna feel alive and get to see your face again. I don't wanna be island, I just wanna feel alive and get to see your face again. But 'til then, just my echo, my shadow. You're my only friend and I'm... I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name like a fool at the top of my lungs. Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright, but it's never enough. Cause my echo, echo. Oh my shadow, shadow. The last part, Kurt spoke instead of sung. It was a whisper, compared to his singing which was somewhat loud. He just hoped the two weren't paying attention. If they were, he'd be embarrassed. Especially if Muse found it uattractive, cause he did this often. This time, he partly did it for Muse, but he'd cover it up with the reason for his mom. That actually made him 2 reasons for it. One for the broken heart, and one for missing his mom. "Hello, hello Anybody out there? May my thoughts and actions be shown as this, "And my words shown like this." Word Count: not counting right now XD OOC: Okay Candy, simpler terms. - I got this off a TV show called Glee -They don't get along at first, because they think they're better than the other. During this Louenna really starts to love him. -But eventually they do get along, as great buds. Make sense? And by the way, this is Rosie <3 XD ||Kurt||Male|| |
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Replies:
- "I'm Fine." - By Muse June 27, 2013 at 07:16:23 PM
Bubbly - By Louenna July 2, 2013 at 03:47:46 AM
Same Love - By Kurt July 16, 2013 at 05:15:57 PM
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