At Leisure Lake the sun is always shining and only a few stray clouds roam the open sky; paradise is the one word that really describes it. This beautiful lake is clean and refreshing, the very best place to swim and fish. Pups are known to play here while older wolves watch at the side, engaged in their own activities.
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Posted on June 27, 2013 at 07:16:23 PM by Muse
Why do they matter?! If they didn’t play such a big ass part in my life this wouldn’t be so horrid, but no. They do matter and they’ll never cease to exist and so there goes any hope of her never finding out.
Man if I could never have to face her again, but when I find my mate she’ll want to meet them. She’ll smell them on me and wonder why it might smell like a brute and then it’ll all come out. Every last bit!
That will be the day I collapse on myself. The day everything goes down, my black wings shot. My heart would break from loss, grief would consume my being and then what…
That was still to be decided.
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Muse watched as Kurt smiled at Louenna, but it faded away just as quickly as it had appeared. Muse didn’t know what had the boy so all over the place. He was gay but this confusion was different, he didn’t understand something. Muse smiled at nothing in particular, he was finally happy. They didn’t really know that he was bisexual and he didn’t really want them, but if it came to it he would tell them.
It wasn’t his fault and that was the same for Kurt. They weren’t to blame but Muse got an easier path he was never questioned about his sexuality. He could have a mate easy as pie. He chose to live like this, he wanted to know that his future mate accepted him for who he was.
Kurt’s little joke made Muse laugh, he was truly funny. A comedian! Muse liked him already without much for an introduction, but the girl was so beautiful. Muse felt torn in two ways; his was physically attracted to Louenna but on the inside, which he didn’t realize, he was also attracted to Kurt. Muse didn’t listen internally very much he was still a male and so he was drawn more too physical attraction.
His reply made Kurt seemingly happier and Muse unconsciously smiled, "Then I guess that makes us even. Even though you'd have more of an advantage with real strength. I kind of have speed." Muse nodded in agreement as he drifted into a thought. He quickly regained his mind and focused back on the present. Well if you’re speedy enough then you could certainly outrun me. But I don’t really wanna test that theory. He smirked a little. When had he ever been this good with words? Very strange.
Why was this happening around this male when it had never happened before, it was so spontaneous.
As Muse turned to the girl and asked of her name and presence, Kurt seemed to turn away from him. Muse momentarily paused and looked at Kurt, his eyes full of question. But he turned back to the girl as she replied. Her name was Louenna but he was allowed for nicknames, he smiled in acknowledgement. Kurt managed to pop back in, "Nice name Louenna. I think I'll give you the nicnkname of Laune." Kurt smiled and turned to the shore of the lake, Muse followed his gaze the waves crashed against the beach. It was a calming effect, he felt peaceful and at rest. It was strange for him…
The lads attention was suddenly turned away and towards the other male, he was saying, no singing something. Muse turned full body towards him and listened, the words weren’t understandable until the end of his song, Cause my echo,echo. Oh my shadow, shadow. Muse didn’t really know what to think but he liked it, Kurt’s voice wasn’t nearly as high but a normal pitch. A smile started to creep across his face, ever so slowly. He liked music but had never thought about singing himself but Kurt had sparked something inside of him. The boy didn’t stop and the lad couldn’t stop watching, it like he was transfixed on this melody, "Hello, hello . Anybody out there? Muse knew a song or two himself and so he started to sing another one, Maybe Kurt would sing along or Louenna; her voice was an angels.
I know you've suffered,
But I don't want you to hide,
It's cold and loveless,
I won't let you be denied
Soothing,
I'll make you feel pure,
Trust me,
You can be sure
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
You trick your lovers,
That you're wicked and divine,
You may be a sinner,
But your innocence is mine
Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Tease me,
You are the one
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Trust me,
You are the one
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart.
Muse felt lighter on the inside, whether he knew why sung the song was unknown to the boy. He didn’t even know what he really wanted sometimes, and the lad in front of him was something to marvel at and yet his attention was drawn to the fea beside him. Being the way he was he couldn’t say he was good, his only reply, ”I’m Fine.”
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