At Leisure Lake the sun is always shining and only a few stray clouds roam the open sky; paradise is the one word that really describes it. This beautiful lake is clean and refreshing, the very best place to swim and fish. Pups are known to play here while older wolves watch at the side, engaged in their own activities.
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Posted on July 21, 2013 at 07:26:31 PM by Muse
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When did I ever care so much about anyone? Well there was my one ‘boyfriend’, and yes it was a boy and I am a boy. But wait, we have been over this already… So yes, you know what I mean. He gave me protection, shelter from the cursed lyrics, the beatings I got from so many others. I have so many physiological scars from those words. The sweet sound of music was my only escape after I left my home, but it wasn’t really a home… it was my prison. There is a reason I block so much of my past from myself. The reason why I left my mother; I abandoned everything I ever knew just so I might find someone to love. Did Dad ever think there was something wrong with me? Was I always noticeably screwed up? Whatever!!! ___________ His pointless smiles were random and as mentioned, pointless. He didn’t mean much by them but he hoped that someday someone would be able to read him and realize he wasn’t good. Sometimes he wasn’t even fine. He wanted someone to see him for who he really was, understand his true form. He frowned slightly thinking about this and how hard it might be to get someone like that… They moved in the conversation and so he kept up and replied; Kurt seemed bemused by his laughter; his joke was really funny and he hoped he had portrayed that in his joyfulness. "I bet I could, with all that muscle on you. It'd slow you down." A smirk rested on his kissers, Very— He was about to reply but he was cut off by the girl, "Well, everyone knows female wolves are faster than males." Muse nodded his head slightly, it was true. But he went silent as they moved into a more competitive nature. Muse wasn’t amused by competition but he’d play along if he had to, but his presence wasn’t necessary. The singing was more of his thing at the moment. Kurt’s words meant something deep to Muse. He wanted to known but his was only a shadow to most and that seemed what Kurt was trying to say and so Muse answered with his own song. He hoped Kurt might understand what he was trying to say, he felt compelled by the boy. There was something about him that set something off but again, he was too distracted by the beauty of Loue to see it. Each time he sung another lyric he repeated it through his head trying to memorize the feeling he got as he sung. His voice died off in a whispered tone; Kurt seemed astonished by his song, or maybe it was his voice… the lad didn’t know which. "You're fine? Jeez, you were awesome!" Muse blushed a shade a crimson, he couldn’t believe that he had just gotten a compliment like that! “T-Thanks! His voice was barely louder than a whisper. His portals looked towards Louenna, would she sing a song for them? He was answered by her voice. The song was short lived but deep. Kurt seemed saddened by this as Louenna mentioned her mother singing to her. The lad beside him looked down, "My mother died when I was little...” Muse shook his head, “I am sorry to hear that, Kurt. My mother is here in Blossom Forest but she doesn’t know where I am… I left her a few moons ago. He finished the rest of his sentence in his head, She doesn’t understand that I am Bisexual… and it hurt me that she didn’t tell me about my father’s death. She lied to me for so long… He sighed quietly. His aura was a deep blue laced with black sorrow. He would never understand why she lied to him for so long, but she wasn’t here and now so it didn’t matter… Right? Muse didn’t want this to rule his life but being sexually confused didn’t help his current state of mind. Would his mate be male or female? Would they understand him? Unknown to him, the male beside him would eventually be the light in his life. “ My song spoken as this.” |
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- I don't care, i love it - By Louenna July 24, 2013 at 00:56:54 AM
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