At Leisure Lake the sun is always shining and only a few stray clouds roam the open sky; paradise is the one word that really describes it. This beautiful lake is clean and refreshing, the very best place to swim and fish. Pups are known to play here while older wolves watch at the side, engaged in their own activities.
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Posted on August 11, 2013 at 06:34:46 PM by NIKANDROS
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I try to read her expression but it's all so jumbled and yet so hidden. She looks like she wants to say something but her lips are glued tightly together and I find myself shifting in the water, growing ever impatient. Why doesn't she say something? Anything would be better than this damned silence. When I greet her, she turns her head, her delicate ears pressing to her scalp and I have to stifle the silent whine in my throat. Why does she turn away? Was I supposed to say something else? Can I have a redo? And then suddenly she's stepping to me, her fur pushed against mine and I find myself suddenly unable to think, unable to breathe. So this is what it's like to become immobilized by a feeling. I inhale sharply, my body on fire as I ache to touch her more, to draw her close and relish this feeling as long as I can. When she finally looks at me, I find myself puzzled all over again by the numbess of her expression. I'm already dreading the message before she even opens her mouth. When she finally does, I feel like I'm falling into a dark abyss with no end. She's leaving Malignant? But why? My heart tells me its because of me but my mind is telling me not to be so shallow. She has other plans in mind. What plans? And why wasn't I invited? She names the other pack, Aurora Borealis. I feel my anger driving me from the inside. How dare they steal her away from me? How dare they welcome her like she belongs? Who corrupted her like this? Who beckons her like a serpent to the sinner? I want a name so I can rip his measly throat out. My body freeze, my muscles hard as stone as she stays pressed up against me. I part my lips but nothing comes out. She stays like that for some moments while the silence drags on but then her next words surprise me. She surrenders her heart to me in words, telling me it always will belong to me. So then why can't she? She seems decided in her path, coming up with some bullshit now about how she's wind and she can't settle down. My lips tighten on this, wanting so badly to bite into something and never let go. How can she say that she loves me and then say stuff like this? She's running cause she's scared. She's running cause she doesn't want to get hurt. She steps back and I feel cold and empty without her presence. She looks into my eyes, challenging me and I speak before I even know what I'm saying. "Be mine, Kohaku. Be my mate." My gaze never leaves hers, my own piercing blues unnerving in their singular focus. I'll come with her if I have to. I'll leave Malignant behind. I fear the answer I can already see in her eyes, on her lips, but still I want to hear it out loud, even though my heart is already breaking. Why must she do this, why now? Why couldn't she have disappeared before she made me her slave? Why couldn't she have left Blossom the day I met her on that hill at the plateau, left before I could become devoured by her every movement and intention, controlled by her every whim and desire? Why must she turn me into this mindless pet and then leave me abandoned like a scolded dog? Emotions flicker in my eyes like fire, betrayal, hurt, anger, confusion, pain, desire, wrath....so entangled like a snare. Why? Nikandros_male_adult_no mate_brother to Leonidas, Kaizer, Ariston & Nyrobi_Queens x Arcadian x Sidorio _prince of Malignant Felicity |
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