Paws dragged against the sodden earth, guilt surrounding the male. It engulfed him at this point. He had not lived up to his task, and this would most likely not help anyway for rank. Marx was to be ashamed of the titan, for he had not reported back to him. And it was all his fault. With finding Comet again, it made him loose track of this. He was a burden to Abendrot now, may as well be kicked out at this point. He had not lived up to his task, and Marx was just starting to like him too. How would he explain this to Commander, he didn't know, but he'd have to think of something....and quick.
Autumnleaf looked up to the sky, giving a gulp. The scent of Commander Marx drafted into his nares, he was nearby. The mottled titan just let out a sigh, giving his cranium a shake. "I clearly am not loyal to my deeds...." The brute spoke, amber eyes dark from lack of light. Tail was tucked inbetween his back pillars, fear embraced all throughout his body, even through the amber eyes if he decided to look up. But if he did, he would just see the darkness of the world.
All because of one deed he did not get to do......
SO MUCH SHAME.
Mashed colored hackles stay flat upon his spine, though with all the stress he could be growling at himself. Eyes closed with anger and guilt, as if the brute were to explode. Why was he so stupid? Because he was. Why did Comet get in the way into his head? Because it did. Everything happens, and the titan knew life wasn't fair but...he didn't like life. Only if life could just be fun and games, with no sort of issues like these. The ones that took away a lot from you, that could most likely not be given back to their owner. Kept forever in the darkness which would engulf the owner until either was rid of or destroyed.
The anger had just welled up too much, and AutumnLeaf looked up at the tree right in front of him. Amber eyes showed anger, welled up and held in it's cage for so long. It needed to be free just for the moment now. Autumn's growl was louder and more feirce than ever before, as if he were possessed. If his eyes could turn red, they would be red and with no doubt ablaze. The flames would burn everything down in Blossom at this point. Deep shaggy breaths topped it all off. As a raging bull would go towards the cape, he went straight for the tree. Claws extended, just so his anger would go out on the tree. Soon enough, swoosh, and 3 lines were in the tree, obviously made from claws. In the centre was lighter, a sandy kind of color while the bark, chunked as always, stay dark, and, well, charred if that's a good word. The 'cape' had moved to the next tree, and Autumn soon went raging after that one, leaving a scratch in it. The process repeated again and again with the 6 trees that surrounded him, and he just kept doing it again and again until Marx had arrived.
Autumn had no such thought about Marx right now and how he would explain, but it was only focused on the trees. Tearing them to shreds as if they were his own body, starting from the legs to the face. Blood soon seeped from his claws, now worn down to the vessel, so the area started to reek of the fluid. It also started to paint the scars red on the trees, as if they had life as wolves did. Muscles ached for relaxation on his bodice, searing and burning for this need. But still, the brute did not stop. Though it hurt like hell, may this be his punishment for not doing his deed assinged by Marx. May it remind him that he needs to stay focused. And if there may be any other wolves who desire his attention, may he tell them his feelings. But the newer members may think he's mental or whatever, but he couldn't give a damn.
Actions and thoughts.
"Speaking"
.:. AutumnLeaf .:.Titan .:. Adult .:. lone father .:. Nickolai, Mila, Mika, Modone & Mirkol .:. Abendrot - Warrior .:.
.:. Rosie <3 .:.
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