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Posted on October 5, 2013 at 09:39:48 PM by Isola :: Solaris
 It is not so very long before he is given to come, my Coza, my wolf of black and white who walks so proudly upon lands his own and indeed I am thinking these are lands most lovely, most beautiful and most deserving of the King it is he will become when it is he is ready. Perhaps, at first, he will find that this thing is not so easy, perhaps in time he will be as I, will question so very much of that which is done and the power it is we are given to have with our decisions and choices as others are not. Leadership is a great privilege and yet one most hard to burden sometimes. It is a glorious thing, a beautiful thing and yet……it is perhaps the most heart-breaking, difficult, hard and painful of all, how you say? Careers. To lead is to see the joy of some many, to share in that, love in that and feel it from each one around you, yet, when it is that times become harder, when death strikes or war comes…..they will always seek to blame and he will feel perhaps as I did then, the weight of sadness and pain of every wolf, or every child. They say that is my weakness, they say I care too much and indeed perhaps that is so, yet I am thinking, surely, it takes far more courage to care then it does to be as Ishtar or Baphomet- and simply turn away from those she led to their own destruction. We were victorious, perhaps and indeed in this I celebrate as all others, yet to my mind this victory, this war in which Coza himself fought is not a war to be won, out victory is only that all returned home and nothing more. That is the prize I take. I hope though indeed, that never will war come to this new land, so clean and green and open, the land to which I am leaving my second son and third child, my beautiful boy of white and black and red whom it is I cherish so deeply and so much. He grows each day and indeed I know most well he is no longer a child so small, yet still he is young and still it is that my heart….aches with this. I will not hold him back, I will not command he stay within Diveen though I know most surely he would if it was I was given to show how much it is I do not desire he go and yet…I will not burden him with such things, I will allow my Solaris to see only that I am pleased in him and his choices and allow myself to trust, surely, that this gift I give to this pack, a gift of my own blood will find his place as he so desires. The tail of the male was given to wave as I stood, allowing my own thick plume of white to return this gesture, head nodding in greeting at his approach as my child stood tall beside me under the gaze of the one it is he is desiring to serve. It would seem indeed, that Coza does not desire to much of that which is formal today and indeed I am finding this a pleasing, comforting thing. Perhaps it is a gesture most forward and yet I do not believe it so as I stepped towards he, this new King of Sun and Sky and placed my muzzle against his own in this token of respect- of equality from Queen to King. He is as I now and in this he holds great respect and I wish him to understand it so. I allowed a smile to touch my features as it was I stepped back, Solaris given to dip his head as he seated himself at my shoulder, my pelt melded softly with his own though once more I forced such thought away, allowing only the pleasant touch of my violet gaze to meet the Alpha male. “I was wishing to see these lands for myself, with eyes my own, I have heard only of this land and I am thinking it is my scouts is being right, it is a place most lovely, my Coza and I am pleased in this for you. This is why I have come, to tell you these things, which Diveen celebrates for you and your land and is wishing indeed that you will be happy here. We are offering congratulations.” I smiled once more, words soft and gentle on the morning breeze that teased and played with the soft thickness of my pelt as the sun lit sun fur to gentle white gold and the red upon my spine moved glow in the weak light that dappled from the trees above and it was indeed that Solaris shifted beside me once more, the violet blue of his eyes given to meet my own. He has my Mothers eyes, so perfect, so exactly like her own, blessed in this way, just as Azrael was, to wear such beautiful features. I see so much of Zeivah within him, I see Heyel when he grins, Kane when he walks and Devil when he watches while I am assured indeed there is Kiska in his build and my own touch to his pelt and voice. So much in one so small, one I am still being sure is not ready and yet indeed I forced my eyes away once more, to stare so long at ones son, I am thinking, is maybe being a bit odd. I returned my gaze to Coza once more, speaking softly again. “We have come this day for another matter also. We have come because it is that Diveen is wishing to be as Brother Pack to the Taviora…Tribe. Diveen is wishing to be allied to you and yours, to be as friends if you is wishing it too and as such, my Kane and I, we is bringing you a….gift, a symbol of our respect and of trust.” I smiled softly once more, inkling my head sideways, reaching down to gently nudge forward my yearling son so ungainly and tall and- young. I would be a lie most surely were I to say I did not take great pride in this thing, for indeed how is it that a Mother could not be proud of a child so assured he knows what it is he wants, a living alliance between this land of fields and sun and my own kingdom of gold and heights. “If it is you is liking to have him, Solaris is wishing to live here and my Kane and I are giving our blessing in this. He is our gift I am thinking, to you and your pack and it is a choice of his own. Please, my Coza….please watch over him, he……is my son.” I am thinking perhaps that this is being the first of all times in which my voice is given to break, just a little, just slightly, my gaze turned away most softly as I blinked within the light. I am most proud in this, so very proud and yet this does not mean it is an easy thing, even jus for a little while, to say goodbye. I reached forward once more, resting my muzzle against my son before it was I stepped back from him, letting him go forward to stand before Coza, the Alpha he had chosen for himself this day as I watched with quite grace. He moved to stand before this taller male on gangly limbs and large paws, on a frame half-grown and yet with determination still in this thing he wanted, his own gaze moving to meet the Alpha males as his ears folded back as they should before one of higher rank though indeed I am thinking perhaps this is the first time my son has offered such a thing to another this day. He is determined he will do this thing, and do it for himself. ”I understand we have not met before, not truly. I am as my Mother says, Solaris, son of Kane and Isola, second Prince of Diveen but I would like instead, perhaps, to be a wolf of Taviora- if you would have me. I will not see my family’s crown, that is my Brothers path, I need to find my own, please.” 
8 Years || Mate to Kane || Mother of Achilles, Sage, Solaris, Forfax, Ariel & Haziel || Angel Queen of Diveen |
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