Oh, finally... I've managed to escape from the pack without my father seeing it. Sometimes I wonder how he knows I am getting near the pack border without even seeing me getting out of the den. He always comes to stop me when I get near the borders. But I wasn't done trying and finally I got it. It's been almost thirdteen times and he had gone to patrol the borders and talk to Isola. She is a nice wolfess, our queen she accepted us in the pack after my dad and I left Iromar. Something happened between mom and dad. I don't really know, everything was quick. Well... They never spent much time together. I'm still confused... I see couples everywhere in Diveen, cuddling and nuzzling each other. I've never really seen that in Iromar, not even from mom and dad. All I wished was to see them both happy. It was sad in Diveen when we first came. Dad was lonely and sad. He never told me that he was, but I knew he was very sad. When his eyes watched the sky at night instead of resting, when he spent most of the day in the den instead of around the borders patrolling and taking care of the pack, when he ate one or two pieces of our hunt and told me that he wasn't hungry.

But now, he is feeling better. He eats much more than two pieces of the hunt. A giggle leaving my muzzle as I think of it while walking. Yes, he eats a lot more. Dad met Emerald, another pup that helped me make him happy. She has a very strong personality and likes to call dad "Old Gold" for his black pelt, speckled with gold. She likes to say he looks like rusted gold. I chuckled again as my paws pushed me forward and closer to Iromar... Yes... Dad was happy again and he liked Emerald, even though he said he didn't. Those two always liked to play pranks on each other. Um, lately they have been teaming up to play pranks on others as well. Even though I don't entirely like their idea, I am okay. They never hurt anyone, either emotionally or physically, so...

... Oh I never thought Iromar was so far away from Diveen. My frame came to a halt. Perhaps I am lost. Let's see. I've been through the Ruieze Fields, crossed the river already and followed it towards south. I already passed the small forest that reaches the river, so. I should be in Susil Crags. Head turning to look around. Oh! Yes, there it is, just ahead, a rocky place filled with small ponds.

Didn't take too long to reach the place. Had to be careful not to slip and fall down. I walked among the many ponds and reached a place with several smaller waterfalls. I stopped and sat down to observe the great beauty. The falling water, the sound it was so relaxing. I could be stay here for the whole day. My entire form relaxing.

I spent a few minutes in that spot, before turning my head to look Southwest. By the sun, I knew where it was. In the middle of the afternoon it's easy to know. Well, There it was. Iromar. A chill running up my spine. I don't know if I could ever return to that place. I wanted to go there to see how mom was. I wanted to know that she was okay, that she was happy. Like father. But... After what happened to me, what I have been through and what I saw there, it's too hard to go back. I don't know if I can. Would they be mad at me for leaving? All I have from that place, are bad memories.

I think I will spend a little more time here. Then I will go. I have to. I don't know how else I would see my mother.

"This is what it'll look like when I speak,"

Two Years old - Diveen - Daughter of Ruvindra x Voltaire