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Posted on October 26, 2013 at 02:31:07 AM by Arthur
“I doubt it, Ciara,” the king replied heavily, any liveliness there might have been dropping from his voice, “you could look as captivating as Helen of Troy and it would bother Lilith not at all, because she will never know.” His grey eyes reached out towards his old friend, allowing her a rare glimpse at the hole that his wife had left in his heart. There was sorrow there, sorrow and bitterness, anger and love, and because he trusted that she would share his grief, he let her see all of it. “She’s gone, Ciara. She was ill for a long time, her connection with Gwythr took its toll until she became someone you would never have recognised, but I still loved her, and our boys. They never got the mother they should have had, not really, but they made her better when she was with them. Then the ice came...” He was talking too much. Once he had started he discovered that it was impossible to stop, everything he had kept bottled up for so long spilling out. “The ice came, and men came with it. They took our eldest boy and they killed him out on the ice. He might have drowned, he might have frozen, I don’t know, but he’s been dead for nearly five years. I searched for him for days and I couldn’t even bring my son’s body back for my wife to bury.” The King sighed, moving away from Ciara in order to sit back down on the bed, his head in his hands. “She didn’t even say goodbye. I went to visit her...and she was gone without a word. I had to tell our younger son that his mother had left him, Ciara, and when he asked me why, I couldn’t even give him answers, because I didn’t know! I can understand her leaving me, I can be a difficult man to love, but how could she leave Tristan without thinking about what it would do to him? I see him growing up into a man, making me proud and making mistakes and I wonder...how many of the mistakes he makes are because his mother left him? ...and because his father could never tell him why.” He reached out and took hold of his friend’s hand, pulling her gently back towards the bed so that she could sit beside him on top of the rumpled covers. “Damon’s gone, Cia, the Lagoon is gone, hell, even Aura is gone. The world has changed a lot since you left it. I don’t even know if it’s for the better or the worse or if it’s just different...” Arthur broke off, pressing the heels of his hands against his eyes as if trying to force his emotions back inside where they belonged. “Do you remember when we were all happy?” Did he? He didn’t think he did. There were moments, preserved in golden light in his memory but there had always been something, some obstacle. He was happy now. He had his son, and he had his family...but there was still a hole in his chest that persisted in reminding him that he had lost something irreplaceable somewhere along the line. |
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- where there is desire there is gonna be a flame - By c i a r a November 4, 2013 at 08:21:46 AM
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