:: Sins of The Father ::

My thoughts about moose antlers didn�t really last all that long, the emerald of my gaze still looking out over the fields at�well not really anything I suppose, it was just nice to see something other then the white of the wolves of Diveen and maybe it was nice to be�near other wolves. I mean, I�m alone out here, but I can smell others, hear them and in a way I like that, I like being close to them even if they don�t know I�m here. It�s more then I can say for my home. I tried, once or twice, to get a little closer and some of them don�t even mind�.but others? I might as well be a plague of some kind. I can�t help who and what I am, I didn�t choose my sire, I didn�t ask to have, well, his head, could I be more unlucky? Maybe if I had been white like I was supposed to be, maybe if I looked more like my mother, maybe that would have seen me be a little more accepted. I sighed a moment, pushing the thoughts away just as Ego seemed to come back to life, bouncing around within my mind, determined to be heard, taking control of our ears and turning them back without my consent. Normally I would have grumbled at him for that, but today he seemed to have a reason, the sound of another becoming evident as I turned to face the giant behind me.

You should so, not turn around.
Why not?
Because the guy behind us is way to scary for you, you�ll embarrass us, let me handle it.
No! I can do this, you just�go back to sleep
I�m the assassin, if anyone gets to talk to the half face guy it should be me!
Half-face? What are you�.oh

Somewhere in the back of my mind, Ego snickered, the sound rasping within my ears as I turned in place, emerald eyes falling upon the large dark male as he spoke and his�deformity became clear, my own eyes widening in surprise as I stumbled back a pace, oversized paws hardly helping my efforts. If you had told me now, that one day I would be just as big as this guy in both height and weight, I would never have believed you, I mean, I�m big for my age, I just kinda figured I�d stop, you know, that I grew faster then everyone else and soon enough they�d catch up. Ego said I was an idiot for thinking that and maybe I was, though for a few more years at least I�d have youthful innocence to blame for my belief I�d be a regular sized male. My feet should have been a clue I suppose. I mean, I�m practically wearing clown shoes and I have to grow into them, it�s only logical. I ignored ego�s continued humour as it rattled about inside my mind, setting my teeth firmly, refusing to let him have any control of the body we shared as I managed to gather myself, pulling myself up straight to face this male. He wasn�t attacking me, so why should I fear him? I won�t give Ego the satisfaction!

�I wasn�t growling at nothing.�

I retorted, attempting to appear confident and manly despite the fact my ears folded back submissively and my tail was almost between my legs, watching the large male warily. I suppose I�m used to being chased off, so why should he be any different. Ego spoke once more, words whispered to my mind alone.

If you weren�t growling at nothing, Angel Boy, then what were you growling at? Great way to make us look �sane�. Besides, what did I tell you about talking to me out loud? Shut it, boy genius.

He had a point and I kinda hated that, my own features falling into a frown at this before quickly rearranging them into a look of indifference, as if I hadn�t been having a conversation with what I suppose everyone else would think is myself. How do you explain your soul is a living being you can talk to without sounding crazy? No one would understand.

�I was growling�at�.myself.�

Sure, that sounded better. At least it was a little less insane. I paused for a moment, head tilting slightly to the side as I looked at the large male once more, creeping slowly forward, tail waving a moment though I am sure Ego was rolling his eyes inside my head at this. He always thought I was to friendly. Maybe I do try to hard but someone, somewhere, surely has to like me�one day.

�What happened to your face? Does it hurt still? If you drink water, does it fall out the other side of your face?�

Big for my size, yes, but I am still a child.

We�re going to die

i can feel your heart beat
2 years || Tobias x Aaliyah || Brother to Alyx, Sier, Riven || No Mate || Never to Imprint || Diveen

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