I watched the silver blue fem standing before me, my eyes just looking her over, not narrowed pointedly just observing. I do not know if I wanted to talk to her now, nor if I ever did. She did a lot, but nothing at the same time to me. Was it really her fault? I had to wonder if Rhiannon wasn’t just destined to leave anyway if I wasn’t someday and just denying the enviable and leave someday as well. I didn’t want to be with any of them. As much as I missed them, they all left me, all of them. My tail flicked shimmering with gold as it did so, she was so cool yet I burned like the sun. The sun and the moon in a way, though we were hardly balanced like our own. I blinked my bright green eyes as she stared into the deep pools, her eyes were soft, perhaps sad, I may even see a tinge of regret dwelling within them.

I only invite her closer because I gave Alcide the same chance too, he was there to take care of me, to do what MoonGlow promised for my mother. Someone held up that end of the bargain. The fem let out a large sigh as she stared at me before words soft and sounding tired as well. She apologizes to me and I remain silent averting my gaze as I let her say what she feels like she needs to say to me. I am nearly an adult now, its summer in two seasons I will be full grown standing taller than nearly everyone the pack, already I stand taller than her does she think now is the time to start mothering me? When I am nearly grown up? She apologizes for my sister too, I know it is not MoonGlow’s fault that she is gone. That was her choice, she chose to follow mother and father away leaving me alone. She vanished without so much as a word to me about it. I thought she was just out getting into trouble but no, I am certain now she left with them.

I let her continue, she asks for my forgiveness and I am not so sure I am willing to give it too her. I ponder this in silence my eyes moving to her contemplating her look and her tone of voice. I knew she meant it, I really did. But actions spoke louder than words. I would have to wait to see what she did before I forgive her.

Before I could even reply she goes on speaking of my mother, how fair she was. I sort of remember, though with age I find her image dwindling, less important seeing as she did little for me but raise me my first few short weeks of life before passing me off. Then she mentioned my father, him. My teeth gritted together my fangs twitched out from beneath my lips. ”I don’t want to hear anything about him.” I spoke my song-like voice a harsh sounding baritone that only came out when fighting with Leonidas. My hackles were on end, looking like little golden tips of fire as they rose. I could have went my whole life without knowing my eyes were like his, now I wonder if every time I look at my reflection that I would see him. I remember though Dusk, my aunt had these eyes. I guess I shouldn’t have been surprised that he did as well. My aunt was angry with him too, angry with what he had done and did before even me… He just was not a good wolf.

She goes on and my lips and hackles fell my poise returning to the rather neutral state but my mind swarming like a flock of sparrows quickly scurrying off when they are scared. Organized chaos in a way. I sigh as she finishes what she is saying returning my forest green gaze on her.

”I am nearly grown now… I don’t need a mother, I found that out what feels like ages ago now. But I won’t hate you for leaving, I am not mad at you. You at least, came back for us and are trying to make peace. I understand you were not feeling well. It is nice to have you back, but I don’t need a mother. Daenerys does though; she is confused and could use her mother still. My path has been set I am firm in my resolve. You do not have to worry about me running off like the entirety of the rest of my family. I am not like them… especially not.. him.” I say with a shrug. I perhaps still hold some grudge for leaving Danny but me… well I wasn’t hers. I was greatful that Alcide took me and trained me to fight and hunt, he was like a father to me and Danny was certainly like my sister. MoonGlow was MoonGlow though, my Alphess and Queen and she wanted to treat me like her child I would allow her too, but it would take some time for me to accept her as a ‘mother like’ figure to me, especially now that I didn’t need one.

~ Sings To No Soul ~ Serenades None ~ 3 Years ~ Spirane Aquilla~