| i was the better man
I tire of this creature and her insolence, to argue with she is to argue with creature of lesser mind, for only those of lesser mind cannot find answers to the questions I seek. She knows not how much I learn even from her vague words and as such I am content to absorb anything of use which she so unwillingly let’s slip. I will report to Mother what it is I have found this day and offer her the knowledge of this creature whom carries scars and yet seems to hold little right to truly bear them as she stands and moves. I care little for what she does, such things do not amuse me, I have no interest in them nor the words she spouts like fountains of water. Deep and heavy…yet meaningless and as clear and transparent as the water itself. She is nothing for she knows nothing and I no longer care to inform her otherwise for she is wasted upon this earth and my sweetened lyrics fall upon lesser ears.
“Vos nescitis quidquam.”
(You know nothing.)
I offer a shrug of my mighty shoulders within the moonlight, my pelt of ash and smoke given to blend within the moon shadow as my white tip tail merely flicks with a passing disdain. If she cares not for blood, then so be it, I will not waste my time in efforts to teach another whom holds no worth. If she carries our language, the pure tongue, then she has been taught it by one whom deserves not to live, one whom has betrayed his or her order and lineage though such things I care little for, I will not partake of petty stupidity. I will speak of this to Mother, for Mother knows all and in time I will be as she, when it is she grows old and weak I will move to replace her. I am not of the assassins, for I will not bind myself by such rules. I will be greater then they. To have joined them is my Mother’s folly and the only choice she has made that I am given to believe is poor. I will not fall for this trap. The other speaks once more and I am given to roll the perfection that is my amber and golden gaze offering to her little more then this at the words she gives so foolishly. Perhaps I am a child yet I am a child whom knows and understands what others do not, I am a child with a right to speak and judge, for all are given this right.
Tibi ergo indignum sicut didicistis ab aliquo.
(Then you were taught by someone just as unworthy as you.)
I allowed my graceful paws and perfect limbs to stroll beside her as she walked for I cared little if she was irritated, it showed only her own weakness. The sudden emergence of a rabbit saw my eyes widen slightly, there beautiful grace following the motion of the creature as the wolfess sought to devour it once more, grinning towards myself as if I should be impressed by such a gesture. She killed it to soon. She did not allow it to struggle, she did not make it suffer. Pity. That I may have enjoyed watching, as it is I find myself grown board with my company. I have learned enough, I must take my leave and I care not to allow myself to linger further in the presence of one unworthy of my own. I move to turn from her as she feeds upon a wasted opportunity for dominance, caring little to acknowledge her last words as I simply return to the shadows behind her.
Ayal
2 years ~ ??? x Ava ~ Sister to Anselm and Eden ~ Diveen |