"Elexzra, my love. Please, do not just leave. We
need to plan this. You are different than everyone
else, just stay with me awhile. I'm begging you."
His ebony figure stopped me in my tracks, the end
result almost had me crashing into him. My ears
flew back and my eyes held the natural coldness I
was graced with. Pain weld in my chest as I
remembered past events. My father leaving my
mother and all six of us pups. Brindle becoming a
whore himself just like father. I circled him my amber
orbs staying cold.
"And if I stay? What then? You'll leave it's part of a
males genes to do so. You're damn instinct. It drove
my mother to her broken mind and I won't be apart
of it."
I brought myself to the front of him again. Trying to
keep my eyes from watering. Showing weakness at
this point, it would be shameful. Pathetic. I sat my
figure on the earth, my form sat disciplined as if I
was a trained guard dog.
So many memories, the pain caused by a single
individual. I won't feel it again. The form of my father
leaving as I tried chasing after him. Him leaving me
as I nearly drowned in a river, not even looking back
to see what was going on. My damp dripping form
dragging myself out of that water. The hatred I
developed in that moment.
All of it, tore my once innocent mind. To that of
wanting to toy with emotions, cause males the same
pain I felt that day. A huff escaped my ebony nares,
releasing a hot cloud of air.
"Well? Go on Sinister, tell me."
A low whimper, which I immediately cut off, some
how escaped my throat. I looked away from him.
The walls I had carefully created where crumbly bits
at a time. As if his gaze was the wind eroding it.
Quickly I reinforced the wall and stared at him.
Trying not to reveal the pain that was hidden within.
~Elexzra~Vixen~Saw Tooth~No Love~No Pups~Teen~Destinee
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