if you could only see

THE BEAST YOU'VE MADE OF ME

"Serris!"
The cry echoed; each syllable bouncing off the walls and vibrating the entire den. Whining, whimpering, crying… it all conjured up deep within her vocal cords, and erupted from her mouth.
This, she thought, this is it. This is what it means to make love… What it feels like...
Memories of the distant past flood her head like a dam crumbling, and its power bursting forth. She remembered that time where she had given her maidenhood so willingly; so easily, she gave it away. Without any thought. Thinking that it would be an experience worth the sacrifice.
No… nothing could compare. Where her senses lit alight, her vision tinted with baby pink, and the stench of their actions permeating the hot air- there was nothing that could come close. No amount of wealth, luxury, or fame could compare. Nothing. Every experience, every milestone, was a dull, flat grey. In this moment, her world was painted in vibrant color. It awakened things in her no man ever could, and would never be able to.
Their beings melded together like droplets of water; they fit together like Yin and Yang. His form completed her own. Their breaths mingled together, and their hearts thumped at the same pace. Together. As if they were crafted especially for this. The synchronization was without hesitation. Their mortal flesh came together by instinct and by emotion so strong she could taste it. There was nothing to hold them back.

Alleria felt every centimeter of his wolf. His heat only enflamed her own, and when at last he found himself the peace he needed to appease the beast inside, she came with him at the peak of the beauty they both created.
"I love you…"
Her voice whispered into the throes of their ending passion. Each movement stilled, and their tired and sweaty bodies fell, slipping into unconscious sleep, blanketed with the other's fur.

❤ ❤ ❤

When the sun came with light streaming to repel the darkness that consumed them both, Alleria's eyes flickered open. There was an ache in her limbs, and in places she never knew could be in pain. Her throat was hoarse from her shameless cries of devotion and submission to him.
The woman had her spine nestled against his belly. Their position resembled that of a crescent moon.
She tilted her scull to look at him. His quiet, sleeping face ignited a flame in her heart. Yes, this is what she wanted. To wake to a new day, with the sun warming her fur, and her eyes watching her beloved rest.
She smiled a small smile, one filled with an admiration too far to be called infatuation. Her feelings for this brute went beyond that- she was in love with him. In love with personalities, and his words. How he was such a splendid lover to her, and how he managed to make her smile even when she so badly wanted to shatter. He held her up- like the time she was broken at his border. And he carried her across to his home, and cared for her. It was then did she realize that she felt for him.
But now? Now, it was clearer than the most crystalline waters, or the most flawless glass. The feelings she harbored for him only grew and infested her.

Alleria leaned forward ever so slightly to nuzzle his exposed neck. A soft chuckle came from within when she heard his snores, and saw his saliva forming just an inch from his parted jaws. He was exhausted, she knew.
She was gentle when she slid her tongue over his nose and cheek. She took pleasure in the feel of his pelt against her. And she gazed at his face. Simply watching… simply waiting. And hoping, most definitely hoping, that he would wake and not regret what had happened. For she would never regret anything- it was impossible for her to leave him. And if he suddenly came to and found no attraction to her? Well, then she'd go from there.
But deep inside she prayed. She prayed that he would not leave her. Not when she grew to love him so deeply.

(OOC: Holy crap I think this is like, one of the longest posts i've ever written xD)

Alleria

masquerade - vixen - loveless - munashii gekko