Please Don't Leave Me [Cae cont.] Posted on August 22, 2014 at 08:04:36 PM by Azazel
Silent people have the loudest minds
The tense atmosphere had been set and the perlino set her stalks back. Saying what I already knew, but my eyes hardened all the same. Showing stern and serious. Yes, but, it makes one wonder the security they truly have in a home. Home is meant to be a safe place and the events that occurred put all of us in a state of stress. Even Gandy. Though she does her best not to admit it, she was. Our thinking quickly turned to, if Lyden traded so many for a single pretty mare, then what's to stop him from trading us. It was fear that judged our actions and selfishness was brought out. I was mad at myself as well to be honest because originally I was to be traded off with Zhenya, but felt joyful when Lyden kept me. Then you came along and the anger set in deeply. It was a mixture of helplessness, self-hatred, anger, and jealousy that turned the mares here this way towards you. But I cannot apologize for them, nor, will I apologize for myself. It is natural to fear such things in those situations, but if you intervene like that again Caesisus. I will not be as I am now and get my point across however way possible. Even if it's physical, I've warned you and now we can move on. She spoke of wanting to move on as a family and I figured since I had my stuff out in the open now it was possible.
With a head bob I agreed and she seemed rather delighted to eat the clover. Yes, when one had a sweet tooth and it was rare to find in the season. One tended to enjoy it more. Then she asked how long I'd been in the forest, with a faint smike I finished what clover was already possessed in my mouth. Winter. I was here when Jabs was ruler and here when Lyden took over. It's amazing really, how much has happened in this forest in such little time...the peaceful days though. They might come to an end rather quickly, I can feel it. Turning my gaze over to the light girl I gave a slight worried look. I hope it doesn't come to such things. A few seasons of relaxation I think is needed, don't you think? Taking another bite of the clover my mind was turning like a mad man.
They quickly were put in a box though and my ears perked up in interest. So, are you and Lyden going to foal? I was curious by nature and maybe should work on my approach a little more, but when goals came into the equation I wanted to know. Flicking my tail against my ankles I waited for her answer with eagerness.
Azazel
Mustang~:~Ebony~:~14.2~:~Female~:~4~:~Lady of Lyden