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Posted on September 9, 2014 at 06:04:03 PM by Sulan
 With a Crystal heart Shattered by a Forbidden love. Lost Within my own Puzzle ;;
The words from Emerald that day still echoed in my head, a cold reminder of the absence of the true love. I still remember Prae, the sincere love I felt for her, that was never fulfilled. Prae had something to her, but even that wolfess could not be compared to what I felt for Dusk. The dark wolf did so much for me. We had a life together, we had children. She knew much about me. She knew how sensitive my heart can be. One day, I woke up and she wasn’t there. The first thing that came to my mind was the possibility of her going out to hunt or gather herbs as she was a healer. The sun crossed the skies, hid behind the mountains and still she didn’t come back home. That was the first time she disappeared. My gray form crossed the woods in desperation, trying to track her down, trying to find out what happened to her. Her tracks led me out of Moladion, but I couldn’t go after her. Emerald waited for me back in the pack and I couldn’t just leave her. But she came back after a while and explained. Then, just as I was starting to believe everything was going back to normal, that we were going to live a happy life again, I woke up and she wasn’t there. My form didn’t run desperately after her as my nose worked to find her. As her tracks led me out of Moladion for a second time, my form laid down and my gaze was fixed on the far horizon. There I stayed. Could it be true? She left us again. I refused to believe that she did that again and just hoped that somehow there were something out there she could have forgotten and just came back to take it. But as the hours gone by, the truth sank. She left us. I returned to the pack and to my baby girl. Years passed, Emerald grew and inside her heart grew an anger. I tried to train her, in hope she would not feel that. But no matter what I did, I only managed to draw her away from me. We argued a few months ago, she said that her mother gave up on her and ran. What broke my heart is that I had no argument to say the contrary. Perhaps it was true. My head kept low as I walked. The sun shining down from above. The fields were decorated by many colors, different flowers. But no matter how happy the nature was all around me, I couldn’t share the same feeling. Since Dusk left, I do not sing anymore, it was not enough to express what I feel. My scarred eye, and neck aching a little with the movement. As I walked, looking down, my eye caught a shadow and I suddenly stopped and slowly lifted my head. My only good eye widened with the sight and I took a step back in surprise. My head lowered and I pinned my ears back in disbelief. She was here? After all this time? I kept looking at her for a moment, taking in all. Her fur all tattered, so thin. Was it truly her? My form stayed there, frozen in shock. The silence remained as everything around us faded. My nose sniffed gently at the air. The very familiar scent reached my nose and I took another step closer. She took one step forward hesitantly and the words came out of her mouth. It was her! It was truly her! She fell to the ground and with a loud whine I ran forward towards her. I came to a halt before her, looking down and trying to understand. - Dusk? My muzzle lowered ever so gently to touch her shoulder. I could feel. Her warm form. Fur harsh to the touch. But I don’t care. I whined, nosing at her shoulder gently. -…Dusk… I called her name once again and poked her neck very gently, afraid that she wouldn’t reply anymore. A small lick under her chin. Please. What is wrong… What happened? My voice was heavy with worry. I need to take her to Diveen… Yes. They will help! - Hold on.. Please… I will help you.. I whispered in her ear and poked my nose under her, trying to push my form under her so I could just lift her and carry to the pack… ((Can we bump to Diveen, love? <3)) Seventeen years > member of Diveen > Forever Dusk's lover |
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