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He seems so unsure of himself and yet I can tell he's determined to do something for his father. He's worried about Amir and now hearing about this, I'm worried too. He's just another wolf I think of as a son to me who I ended up failing in the end. I guess the good thing is I'm getting up in years now and it won't be too much longer before this world is rid of me for good. I've never felt more alone in the world than I do now. At least I always knew I would have Natalya. Through thick and thin and no matter how many times I turned my back on her, she always came to me and now she can't. Now she's gone. Kiska was always more of a wild spirit and as that suggests, she's been gone for a while now. I bet she's too busy in Taviora, taking care of the pack as her duties suggest. I don't blame her for leaving me. She has a life, more children to raise, other wolves to take care of. I ask if he thinks Amir seeing me will help and he thinks on it before telling me that he'll draw Amir out so that we can meet. My ears flick back uncertainly but I want to help Amir. He waits a moment before asking again and this time it almost sounds like he's begging. My head lowers and I sigh in defeat before nodding. "If you can get him out of Diveen to see me, I'll talk to him." |