I am on her trail. I have been for days. Seline went off to fight for a pack and I let her have her space. I understand that just because we're two halves now, we don't have to be joined at the hip. I would never wish that on her because I am a creature of solitude myself. I have my own motives, my own goals and I understand that she does as well. I cheered her on silently from the side lines and when she didn't win, I was disappointed, but only because I knew it would wound her pride. I don't care for power like I used to. I used to crave it almost as much as I do blood but now it is merely a convenience, something nice to have but not something I need.
There are three things I need in my life now. Seline, Ailith, and blood. Seline knows that I have an imprint. I know that she's not keen on the idea but I can't fight the urges to see her. I know that I will always be there for Ailith just like I will always be there for Seline when she needs me. Heaven help me, or Hell, one, if they ever both need me at the same time for I fear it will tear me in two. My only other addiction is the same that it's been since I was born again. Blood. It completes me, just like my soul and heart. I will always crave it because it gives me life.
Today I have a strong craving for it but I don't want to get it alone, not when I don't have to. I'm on the hunt for my mate so that she can share in this with me. Hunting is a cherished task for me, it always has been and usually that means I do it alone. The only other time I've hunted with another was when I ran with my maker, Godric. Now that he's gone, I hunt alone but not anymore. I want her to be a part of my life, every part. When I do catch onto her scent, I pick up the pace and when I find her, I sneak up behind her and run my body alongside hers, rubbing my scent on her as I whisper in her ear.
"Hunt with me."
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əric so just bite me baby
and drink all my blood
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