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I know that Amir would like nothing more than for me to agree to go back to Diveen. Alas, I can't do that for him. I know he used to watch over me when I was in Diveen. I canalways feel when someone is watching. Call it an old habit from my assassin days. My skin prickles when I'm being watched. I know that Amir really cares about me and I care about him too. I always will. What I did to Calliel was wrong in every way. It's a burden I'll never get off my shoulders. I know he wishes he could take that from me but it's not his to take. When I move to embrace him, it does help me. It's been a long time since I've touched anyone like this. It's someone I care about so it helps to soothe my own troubled soul. When he tries to argue with me, I know he can only go on for so long before he'll be speechless and when it happens, I'm okay with it. I know what I did was wrong and I know what Isola did was right. I smile at him to let him know that it's okay that he's not talking. I could never be offended by him, not after all we've been through. He steps back and I can still see questions in his eyes but they must not be for me or he would voice them. Instead he looks pretty satisfied with what we've talked about. I just hope I helped him. He asks what he can do and I tell him to look after the wolves that I care about. He tells me he'll do just that and I nod my head with a smile. "Thank you." I know he'll do his very best. I would expect no less from him. He thanks me and I tilt my head. I'm not sure what there is to thank me for, besides the listening ear I gave him today. He calls me father and it doesn't go unnoticed. I smile wider, my tail wagging. "And thank you, son." He tells me that he'll return to Diveen though he lets it trail off like he's making sure I'm done. I nod my head. "I'm sure Uno will be wondering how everything went. You should probably get back to them. I'll be fine here, I promise." I reassure him. DMC_male_twenty years_no mate_imprinted on |