Istas was having a hard time wrapping his mind around it all. So he wasn’t weird? Well maybe he was weird but there were others that were weird like him? That was the part he was having a hard time coping with. Istas shifted slightly under the red gaze of the brute not really knowing him all that well he still was a tad skeptical. Maybe he was just saying all this to get to him, but there really was only one way to find out. Really save for the fact he had a partner at one point there was no proving that he existed or not, but actions spoke louder than words and it did certainly seem like he was willing to show for it.

His chuckle at Istas’ words were sort of proof in a way, or it was just an attempt to make him more comfortable. Istas’ own job made it hard for him to trust when he literally was supposed to trick and lie to everyone around him. But he knew not everyone was in the same game and why would some loner do that anyway. He disproved every bit of uncertainty he had every time it came up, but then again he was looking at a pretty face. He wished it to be true so why not just give up and let it be.

”It’s just… I mention it and told I’m not normal that it would change when I got older and it... hasn’t. It’s just hard to believe still” Yeah he had heard this and that, but they were rumors and rumors sometimes weren’t true. It didn’t help the fact though that Istas was just terrified of females. After nearly being chewed up and killed by several he wasn’t so eager to do things with them. It was just not the way it was going to work. He knew how it was ‘supposed to work’ with a female if you loved her or whatever. How puppies were made. Males couldn’t make puppies so they couldn’t love each other. Or something like that.

Like Renegade though he was getting sidetracked. Here was a male willing to show him how males could love each other. At Renegade’s words about not being able to show him how to feel he knew he had been right his face fell ears falling back , but then he continued. ”Find it? Well I will take any help I can get.” He said softly looking into the red eyes as he stepped forward putting them nearly nose to nose. ”So… where do we find it?” He asked tilting his head slightly not sure where to start, obviously Renegade would have his work cut out for him.

They never seem to catch my eye but I never wondered why