Ruieze Fields

Open fields and soft grass...
Ruieze stretches far in the midlands of Moladion, laced with streams that feed into Diveen and out of Asteraia at times. The fields are vast, filled with wildflowers and tall, soft grass; trees are sparse, as are rocks, but one can find small shrubs to hide amongst, and the grass itself. To the south of the fields, a Ruieze River widens, and the ground becomes sandy. There is a small, grassy island that can be reached from the banks, with water-birds often congregating on the island rather than the riverbanks.

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a bold faced liar
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Every sound he makes in response to me draws me in even as I want to refuse him. I shake my head at his foolish words, pain ripping my heart to pieces. How could he be so cold toward something so fiercely special? Anger blossoms within my soul, setting my eyes ablaze as he wonders if we can put her back, a hot burning fury tears at me that he refuses her - something far worse than betrayal is felt in this moment. I want so badly just to play and pretend this didn't happen. But, his mouth opens again and words that slit my wounded heart further and I can't stand it any longer.

My lips curl to reveal weapons created by monsters, honed by my sheer will to make me better. My next words said on a snarl so fierce it frightened even me.

"Never."

It is all I say as blackened knives begin to raise in response to his challenging tone, growl deepening as my fury mounts once again. I want to scream, I want to tear his body apart for refusing my hard work. How could he give her to me and demand I toss her away? Confusion and hurt and anger all blend and make the levis built in my heart to break, a flood of emotion and grief and pain rushing out as I lay myself on the ground, on my right side. I shiver, sides shuddering as my panic begins.

Does this revelation mean he doesn't want me? Is he mad because he can't touch me like he did this winter without getting more of little beings like Ana? Will he leave me!? Oh, gods what if he leaves me for getting pregnant!?

I roll to my stomach, upset making me sick to my stomach, which promptly empties before his paws. After this came the painful wracking coughs that come with hyperventilating, choking sobs preventing my breathing from being stable.

"W-why..ca-can't you-u understa-and that she is to be a-a gre-eat...le-eader? Warrior?...Assassin? You-u co-could ma-ake her like y-you."

I can barely speak through the lump and the awkward breathing. I bolt then, screaming at him before I run for the woods, where the comfort of my daughter waits. Where I can finally curl around her precious form and just hold her until the pain of this stops, where I can protect her from a father who doesn't want her.

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