Well I am about to make it to three years of age! The fact that I was able to accomplish this without my parents help is quite an important thing I think. Mother has gone off somewhere and I have yet to even find her again. Father on the other hand is dead, but he wasn’t really there that much anyways. I know I am supposed to have some sort of remorse for him, but how can I when I hardly ever knew him. The only thing I know is that I belong to a pack that is slowly trying to come together. It is a difficult thing, but I am sure we can do it…it just takes time. Especially when our own Alpha is mourning the loss of his imprint. I never knew a successful imprint pair besides those two. Mother and Father were imprints and Mother hated him. I am not so sure if I can even imprint. I mean no one has ever told me that I could, and even if I could, I am not so sure my own imprint would like me. I mean I am not really something of value, but one day I will be, at least I hope to be. I am trying to be a good pack member and rise in the ranks and I am so very close to achieving it, especially at such a young age, I hope to have that high rank and prove to others and myself that I am nothing like my Father. I may not be a Demon and that is okay. I just don’t want to be treated like my Father was.,

Today I move quietly down one of the many mountains that provides a border for Spirane. The path that I walk on is well traveled which allows me to wander a bit easier than before. I am hoping when I come back through this way later it will not have too much snow on it. It is difficult to climb up a mountain for I am unused to it, but to climb with snow I am sure I would just simply tumble down and fall. Then how would I ever make it back home? I have met a few friendly faces here that I think would take care of me if I was stuck. Natu sort of acted like a Mother to me when I last came. Even though she made sure that the space between us remained wide it was oddly comforting to feel her kind eyes on me when we traveled always checking to make sure I was okay. The small diamond she showed me, and allowed me to take home, was my own personal treasure. A reminder to myself that there are many that can show kindness. Another friendly face near my age was the young pup, Galileo. He was a bit odd and strange, but he was still nice. I tried finding out more information about this red land, but I haven’t found someone that really knew it, but I am hoping I can help him one day find this patch of land. He says he has owned it before, which I find hard to believe because he doesn’t remember the location and he is younger than me, but perhaps it is possible? Maybe he just fell on his head and everything is all messed up?

Yet today I am not searching for them, even though I would love to see them again, but I have other important matters to attend to. Andras never gave me these orders, but I feel like I should do this I mean it would be beneficial for both packs I think? I know I am young and a bit inexperienced and I may not know much of the past, but how could I be at fault for such a thing. As I come over the pass my crimson banner sways side to side happily quite pleased that I am just a few feet away from the invisible boundary. Resting on my haunches I lift my ebony skull up and give out a soft haunting call for the Alpha, hoping that I haven’t troubled her. Though it would be pleasing if maybe I saw Natu and Galileo again. It would be nice to see a friendly face on the other side.