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A part of me wants nothing more to protect her and yet she keeps pushing. As I snap at her, she goes silent beneath me, shaking and whimpering and the sounds break my heart but all I see right now is cold fury at her need for children. Why can't she just be happy with me? Why does she have to ruin it? Her next words do little to soothe the savage beast inside me. She tells me that I will not touch her this season, that she will be far out of my grasp. She threatens to leave again, saying she will be as gone as she was with the child. I jerk back as if slapped, my eyes feel like they must be black by this point, my tail arched over my spine, vibrating in my fury. "You....threaten to LEAVE ME AGAIN?!" I snap at the air in my rage, the sounds not even recognizable to me by this point. They just keep pouring from my lips like lava from a volcano. She backs off and jerks her head up, proud as ever and the epitome of beauty but all I can see is her words cutting at my heart. Then she's lunging at me, her shoulder meeting my chest savagely and I let out a bark of pain as our bones grind together. I hear her asking me if that's what I want and I don't get a chance to answer before she's grasping my ear in her mouth. I feel her teeth puncturing the cartilage and I feel the way she's tugging downward, trying to force me to the ground. Tears sting my eyes from the pain but I fight it. I will NOT lie down beneath her. That's not the way this plays out. So instead I jerk away, feeling her tooth rip from my ear, leaving it hanging by a short strip of cartilage. I feel the blood running into my ear, blocking the ear drum and I shake my head automatically, slinging blood everywhere but I snarl and snap at her face as I back up, hoping to make marks on her in turn. "I want what I've always wanted and will always want. What I want doesn't change, Ani." I lower my head just a little, allowing some of the pain and hurt to feel my eyes only in this moment as I choke out the words. "YOU. I will always want YOU. Not children, not a bloodline, just you. It's all I'll ever need." She goes on to tell me she wants copies to leave behind, proof of our love and again I find the anger making me grind my teeth. My hackles continue to shake, my tail still vibrating like a rattlesnake as I shake my head again, slinging more blood. "I just want memories with the one I love. That's the only proof I'll ever need. I'm sorry that's not enough for you anymore." The last words rip from me in a hiss, my eyes narrowing on her before I turn away. Now I'm the one running, racing to get away from her before I say or do something I'll regret. I hate putting distance between us. Every stride feels like a mile. But tonight I need to take my anger out on someone I don't care about, someone who doesn't matter. Tonight I'll kill to protect her. Tonight I'll pay my dues and maybe tomorrow she'll come around. Tomorrow is another day. Adonis_male_six years old_entranced by Atania_father to 39", 190 lbs. Devil May Cry x Natalya * sired by Brother to Atania |