The rocky terrain has always called to him in one way or another, and he wonders if that's simply because he ended up there while much younger and decided to stay, or if he simply liked it rocky underfoot. The truth of it matters very little, because Covet still roams the area for old times. He might just make it home again, as he did not see fit to go into a pack. It wasn't his kind of lifestyle, though he has pondered it a few times. Not actually a pack that caught his interest to join it, but rather the fact that it had passed his mind on a more figurative manner. What it might have been like to be again in a pack.
As a child he had been in one for a brief time, but it didn't last. His teen years had proved to be difficult, because he had tried to hide his cravings from his parents, but they had figured it out anyway. Or at least he knew his father had, and it had been discussed as to why Covet was like this, where it had all stemmed. He doesn't know if Enigma -- more a mother than Jaidah ever was -- really put it together, and he hoped for her sake that she had not. Covet still had wanted her approval in some way or another, and he did not know why. He just had. And he knows there had been siblings.. but he had gone away.
What would he have said to them? That it was better this way, because he needed to keep them all safe from his temptations? So he didn't try to eat them? Well, he was better at it now, and he knew that if there had been any weak, they wouldn't have made it this far. That was what soothed him about such things, and it kept him going on, kept him here to see what all had changed. Not Diveen, it seemed. Covet was as disgusted as ever with the pack and those within it, but what could be done? Nothing. However, it was possible to fix other issues. Maybe. Depended, really.
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