There are many in this world that are incapable of seeing what could happen with another. Most judge before they know, especially before they ever understand, because everyone believes in the face value. No one holds value as to what is inside the individual. Within her pack no one had taken the chance to speak with her let alone find out if she was such a terrifying creature. She was nothing but a puppy that was confused as to why her siblings were able to get food first or why she was always shoved far away or chased. All she knew at a very tender age was that she was treated differently. No other wolf stood up for her, no other wolf looked beyond the marking between her forehead. All they saw was a creature that was marked to bring nothing but despair and destruction, and the poor creature had no idea what ‘hate’ was in this world during her young life. But as she began to grow and her mind was capable of making the connections it allowed the creature to see the world for truly what it was – cruel. It is a shame that one so young would learn the painful truth about life so very quickly. She should have learned the joys of life, the feeling of those around her, create a bond with members in her pack, and learn that life is full of bliss if one can overcome hardships. But after being attacked, chased out, left to make it out all her own she did not learn that life was to live. Rather she savagely learned that all that were weak were to die and there was nothing to live for – only to go on in this world bringing death and remaining alive…just to keep breathing.

Perhaps because she is female she is capable of feeling emotions for girls were always well in tuned rather than males on such things. The need to connect with others and feel as if she belonged was a hidden desire that had once consumed her at a young age. Though with age and time that passionate need to belong would slowly began to ease up and turn those fires into nothing more but ashes. Yet with Tobias’ words stuttering to tell her he did not hate her seemed to stir something within the cold ashes. To hear such a word was far too meaningful, far too powerful, and it made the she-wolf want to be close. Yet all the same she was wary of him and it wasn’t because of his reputation. Rather she was cautious because she had not connected with another wolf before. With her former imprint Chael his presence was allowed if only to soothe his need, but each time he got close she would turn away snapping at him and creating greater distance between the two each time. Within the small cave she could feel her soul tugging at her to follow him as he left her. It did not surprise her that when she would speak he would not stop. Those deep sapphire eyes noticed the flick of his ear when she spoke once more. Quietly she stood within the entrance way not sure if he would answer her.

All she wanted at this point was to be close, just this once, to see what it was like to be around a wolf that did not despise and wish you nothing but death. It did not matter what he wanted from her, should he want anything at all, but she wanted to at least to and understand what she had never experienced before. It was no surprise to her that his tail would sway in an irritated way. With the very few run ins they had together she had noticed how extremely agitated he could be, noticing how his actions escalate up and down quickly enough to keep her eyes on him at all times. The will to shove him down over the cliffs and into the waterfall was muted down. Her half-torn ear twitched when she heard him speak and her head would tilt to the side. Silently she repeated his words in her mind understanding that this was not a place neither one of them lived, whether he was truly focusing on his living arrangements or her did not matter, but she understood come. Massive paws easily sliced through the dirt as she slowly came up behind him, the electricity charged between the two with how close she was to him. While her soul wanted to be closer to him Tick Tock would make sure there was space between them. Though she would not place herself at his shoulder rather her head would be the same place as his the girl far too stubborn and far too gone when it came to allowing others dominate. He would have to accept such things as she followed him to wherever he wanted to take her.