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Posted on July 2, 2015 at 03:04:28 AM by Castle

No one can really say they have both sides of the story, as really even I don't. Maybe I was not openly punished for my emotions, but I was punished for my expression of those emotions - which was perceived as inappropriate. Up until last week I did completely love what I was doing. In May I posted over 90 times and kept the site updated at least every other day, if not on a daily basis. Anyone that knows me knows that I am obsessed with updating and I absolutely love it. It is in no way a stress for me; in reality it was more of a stress reliever than anything. I'm a perfectionist down to the tiniest of details, and if anything I'm bummed the littlest things will no longer get that personal touch. That's beside the point. Like its been said, what's done is done.

But that's not what this post was about. It was about the fact that I was feeling ostracized from the game and the community. People have deleted me off Facebook and blocked me on chat. Other members are dragging my name through the mud while I am on away trying to deal with what has happened. Because I was given a very broad "You make the members uncomfortable" as part of the explanation for my expulsion, I was not sure where I stood with people who I enjoyed writing with. No one has replied to any threads that involve me since this happened (which I understand some people are just busy). I did not want to pester each individual by PMing them and asking if they wanted to keep writing with me or wanted me to leave. Especially when some people had no idea I had even been kicked off staff.

I do not want to draw this out or engage some kind of public debate. I am just trying to figure out if I should stay or go. So that, yes, we can all move on.

I am glad to hear that I am not widely hated by everyone and that there are those of you who still want to write with me. It does give me a bit more stable ground to stand upon. My choice to limit my OOC presence is for my own mental health. My muse is still in a bit of a funk and I will continue my away for at least another couple of days while I figure out my next step. I may be slimming down on my number of characters, though I may re-start Iluq as his first thread was a complete dud and I'd like to give him a fresh chance since I did pay for a lovely image of him.

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sigh - By CASJ July 2, 2015 at 01:08:47 PM
*in* - By Lz July 2, 2015 at 02:44:16 PM
----- Thread Closed ----- - By Staff July 2, 2015 at 03:09:12 PM
In >>> - By Castle July 2, 2015 at 03:22:52 PM

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