I have lost myself I think. Grandfather has passed away, my original home was in shambles even though it was no ruled under my oldest brother but still something doesn’t sit right with me. My mostly black and white form moves over the marshes. Over the year I had taken to learning the dry paths that keep my paws cleanest and allow for the easiest form of travel. My more slender form shakes out the snow. I never knew our grandfather, not like Cal did. She was the special one I supposed but then again I was always a little more introverted than she was. It was time to get out again. Try to meet the wolves of the pack and see who was around. I still had to complete my tasks to become a real assassin. I have been practicing on my own, sneak around through the shadows and become one with the terrain.
I move along the pack lightly and silently as my now fully grown form finds its way over Iromar.
I haven’t met many others. I thought about meeting with Aithne again, or maybe one of the other higher ranked wolves. Avery and I could talk again but really it didn’t matter. I was trying to get myself involved again with the pack, I felt while trying to train myself I have lost connection gwith those who I really needed to meet to grow stronger and get higher. No wolf climbed the ladder to alone. I needed companions and partners just as Grandfather did and even mother when she took the throne was not alone. I had no such dreams, yet, of ever holding a crown. I couldn’t do all the things I wanted and it wasn’t like I wished to be quite normal anyway. Angel I was, and I was certainly proud of my blood but I wanted to do everything I could to create my own shadow it even if it killed me. I would be loyal to the angels no matter what changes would occur, they were my family, my blood and nothing would change that. Currently Aithne seemed to like my eldest brother and wanted to be peaceful with them for as long as she could.
I wander through the pack, fur gleaming brightly as my lightly embered form takes pause close to the center of the land. I wonder where Najira had gone. She is my imprint, I know this to be true and I like that she further makes me stand out and away from my family. Today though I needed to reconnect with the pack, and see if I could forge more bonds than just with my currently missing imprint. I just had to find someone and hopefully wouldn’t be searching long for them.
Arkane