In one swoop Zeus had me entranced with him. Excited by the possibility of a partnership. I was gauche in most matters of strangers yet he had soothed me. It was perfect because he had given me a purpose and I would make sure that it was taken care of. I would infiltrate the pack of Diveen and I would watch how they interacted. Mimicry was the trait that I would cultivate. It wasn't really a deception if I did it for good purposes either, like saving Zeus. The wrong could not be incriminated on the word of one fallacy! I would avenge him by exposing the truth bit by bit - well, learning it and giving it to Zeus so he could have his time to shine. They were inimical to him so I wondered if they would be pleasant to me.
My focus returns to him with a sort of hero worship in my eyes. He will never know how much I needed this moment to shine. Ever last my dad had said, HAH, I would be great. I would be a victor in a silent battle of injustice. I smile at him, guileless and beatific because of my joy. Nodding, I listen to his instructions, storing them away for obsessive memories later. When I was alone and my nerves returned to wrack my body, then I would pull them out and sooth myself with them. Zeus would be watching. He would make sure that I was alright and I would make sure he was alright.