She didn’t’ change me so much in how I acted. Really I was pretty much the same though perhaps I was a little more protective of the younger girl than I would be with most I didn’t know so well. It felt like I did know her well though. She was shy and quiet, pretty much the exact opposite of me, loud and proud with an ego to go with it. Yes, I accept I have an ego, and I like my ego and I deserve to have an ego. I am pretty awesome after all so I can have one. But she completely different and I can tell she may need a bit more nurturing and complimenting herself. She doesn’t seem to know that for a girl of her age she was pretty cute and her markings were absolutely perfect for an angel like myself to like though she wasn’t an angel. She was my lodestone well and truly, and I know I am pretty much stuck with her and I am fine with that. She was my non-angel, angel.

Sure I ached and I hurt but I had no idea that she felt it too. I lie to her as smoothly as I can but I can tell she’s not fooled. Well at least she’s not dumb, that or it was something else that caused her to know I was hurt. It hadn’t even dawned on me she actually felt it. Something she soon made me aware of as she whisper that she had felt it when she wasn’t tricked by my attempt to soothe her. My stomach dropped as she explained it. She obviously cared about me, just by how she looked at me and I couldn’t help but look away a bit ashamed I guess that she felt it and I tried to hide about it even though she already knew.

I didn’t like that I had done this to her and that I planned to do it more. After all I was training to be an assassin-warrior so that I may help my brother as he pursued his goals and surely that would mean in time I would get into fights for him if not take hits for him. I already had defended him in our short lives and I knew I would do so again for him. Probably many times and it bothered me to a great degree that every time I got hurt or put myself in danger that she would feel it too. I guess that was all the reason to end my enemies quickly, so that she would not feel the pain as I did.

”I’m sorry.” It was all I could think to say after she said she had felt it and rushed here to check on me. ”Did it.. hurt you a lot? Or was it just you knew?” I had to know, just because I knew I was going to be doing this more. She shoved her head into my chest and I was surprised at first, but then she started crying. ”Oh no… please Lailah don’t cry.” What was I supposed to do I was horrible at this though I would like to think I was better than my brother I was sitting here gawking at a girl that I made cry. I feel like the most horrible wolf in the world. I put one of my paws around her trying to pull her in like how my mom did to us.

I really didn’t know what else to do or say. I am honestly baffled but not upset at her I am just a kid and I have no idea what to do in this situation. Then she starts saying something about how she doesn’t want me to hurt or hurt me on accident. ”Don’t worry about me, I am tough, I am going to be the best warrior and assassin out there. Cause I got to keep jerks from hurting nice little wolves like you. Okay?" I could tell she was upset, I mean I could feel it. I didn’t want to cry but it sort of felt like I did, but I was trying not to be overwhelmed by her emotions. I knew they were hers. Yeah I was upset that she felt it but still I didn’t want to cry. ”I am sorry though Lailah I really am, I am going to do my best to try not to get hurt needlessly.”