It felt so good to have him around, so right. He helped me get my thoughts in line, made me feel more confident in my choices and those I that I wasn’t, I could ask him and know he was being completely honest to me and has only my best interests in mind. The same goes for him, and I hope he knows that. Still I am happy that he is here and that he might put some of my restless thoughts to bed. My tail waves lightly in near tandem to his own as he replied that he would personally see to her if she would enter into Taviora.
Still I felt bad for the alpha, Amoxtli. The way it happened and just everything made the frown on my muzzle grow even more. He wasn’t even that old, it was very sad how he had ended up poisoned when really Taviora was the most peaceful pack. I thought I had heard at some point it had been allied with all the packs on Moladion. My ears fall back by the end, not really knowing what to say about it further. My heart goes out to his family and his pack. Then my Alistair finishes by telling me to keep my ears open for anything pertaining to it.
He asks me what I do, and I do my best to explain the directions I am being pulled. I didn’t know how to explain it any better. My mind, personality, and body ask for different things but I want to try them all. I watch him smile after my words then he speaks. I feel the heartfeltness of his words even in his monotone. He truly believes in what he says to me even more so when he says that he believes I can master all that I put my mind too. I smile pleased, but it falters for a moment as I think about what uses these traits that truly could fit me. I always was curious, but I knew it wasn’t my branch of the family that leaded Spirane. None of Daenerys’ children were declared as heir but I doubted she would accept me if I asked what I could do to prove to her that I cared about the mountains enough to protect them. I would never challenge her, I love her far too much and she is a wonderful leader. I keep my lips sealed my ears flicking back for a moment. I still have a lot to prove to myself and those around me for I even dare mention it to anyone. It would be arduous, but with Alistair and my brother, sister, mother and father I think maybe I could make something of it.