We were homeless again, but there was no way we could stay there. I knew it more than anything that that male wasn’t going to let anyone get away with anything. I was content under the rule of the monster, probably would have even been content under the rule of her daughter, but when the female finally caved to age, her imprint also dying as well as that girl leaving. There was no reason for me to stay. The monster had defeated that male before, he wasn’t worth my time or respect like she had garnered from me. I wasn’t sure how Valefor felt the whole time we were there, we changed our names, our lives so that we could tuck ourselves away and not gain too much attention, but now we were free and prowling.

I watch the male, the one who had given me my whole life, my whole purpose. I care for him a lot, even I love him and I know it, but I am not sure that he knows it. I want him too, but it a strange thing to voice after so many years together I figure it is unspoken knowledge. What’s more we are in the woods because it’s close to the one who cages his soul. I want her dead, I want him to myself and that unworthy speck of a child never deserved him. She never went to him, never wanted him. She had puppies from another and I wonder if he feels anything for his soul. I didn’t think so other than whatever draw to be close, I wonder if I torture his brother like that. Never wanting him or needing him I would like to see him dead too. I was getting bolder now, perhaps seeing what happened to the monster made me realize how finite life was, even for those of similar minds.

Someday I would die, he would die, and what would this world be like would it have changed? What would be left of me, of him? I wanted him to carry on forever, I wanted everyone to know how amazing he was. How he saved me and those that were broken. He was a guardian angel out there to save those that were imperfect and shape them so that they better fit in this world. I know many others would not see it that way, that was why I wanted to be in a pack to have that extra protection, to keep him safe. My life was nothing to his, but I wanted him to know I would give him everything and I wanted to be his everything.

On my tall grey legs now I come closer to him stopping before him touching my muzzle to his neck before moving my head down it. Every winter I always thought about it with the weather cooling and fall here now the thoughts were starting again. This time though I think it’s time for me to be forward about what I want for him, us. ”Valefor, have you ever thought of having children?” I ask him, then continue, ”With me?” I add pulling my head away from im allowing my gold and black eye to lay on him. I wasn’t sure if he would say yes, I am aware I was born imperfect that I would maybe not be…. right, but he fixed me he made me perfect and I wondered if that was enough for him, it had to be, I don’t think I could handle the thoughts of him being with another female. I would kill her and rip out her innards if he ever were, there would be no question to that. Only I could have him.