He was gone now. Yes, he was gone. Everyone always leaves. Everyone. Everyone I knew was gone. All but one. Allll but one. Or two? I don't know anymore. I had gotten him back, Roamin. No one was there to stop me. I ravaged the ground. I got his head back. It is mine. It is not the same, but it is mine. I carry him now,
my Roamin. His head is with me. Not the same, but with me. No fur anymore. Just bone. Bone bone bone. But he mine, yes?
And now he comes with me. 'He is not really with you, he is your weakness' I hear, Lillith whispering in my ear. Whispering. Always whispering. Sometimes yelling. She always tries to do this, Lillith does. Ruby keeps telling me Lillith deserved to bleed. Ruby protects me from her.
I carry him with my mouth. Solaris is gone, Roamin is with me, but everyone else is gone but him. Him. Hiiim. Eden. Solaris loved Eden. I must go to see Eden, as Solaris is gone, and Solaris loved him. I could not sense good in Eden. Eden was always hiding something. I know he was. I can smell it. I can see it in his eyes. Hiding. Always hiding. A facade.
Not his real face. But Solaris loved him, thus with no Solaris, I must love him in his place.
I must go to him back in the ocean. I must and I do. Black paws and skull in mouth.
There is a shakiness to my movements. My yellow eyes dart back and forth. It is night. It is dark. Obsidian tells me to go in the dark, not during the day. I am dark. I am black like Obsidian. I blend in, Obsidian says. Best time to go. The moon is up ahead. It is bright on this night. How long ago was day? I don't know. I don't keep track. I just know it is dark with a moon. Moon provides enough light for me to find Glorall again. It smells of him. Reeks. 'Are you going to kill him too, hm?' says Lillith, my teeth ripping from my lips still holding the skull.
"Shut up, I will not KILL him shut UP!" I snarl, yellow eyes wide as I yell at my mother who likes to linger in my head. She said she marked me, and I think I know what that means now.
Yes, this land is still of Eden. Eden is not gone.
Everyone else is gone, yes, but not Eden.
Of all, it would be Eden. Why him? Does his lies make him live longer? I grip onto the skull in my mouth. My body lunges forward into the land that reeks of Eden. I search for him.
My form roams and I will find him. There is many scents but I will find him. I will search up and down. I will go far and wide. I will find him because Solaris loved him.
Because Solaris loved him.
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