I know we both went through our share of loss, I feel horrible for aster. She was so young and lost without her parents. I know I had my share of darkness in my past but Aster she had to see it happen all around her. Her safe home turned upside down in a day…. She only didn’t get trapped there because she was out with her father. Least that was what I had gathered. My life wasn’t all rainbows, but at the very least I come to terms with it. I wasn’t as close to my family as she was either, I stood on grandmother’s grave, Mother, taking her half siblings away to some place I never heard of she would be spending more time with them than she would me. I don’t mind, least I tell myself that. I understand that she did what she did because of what happened to her, and that it's fair. I feel bad for my mother, she didn’t want me, but kept me anyway, taught me morals, but really she kept me at leg’s length even though she cared about me. I did my best though. I know she did too.

I smile at her, tail giving a few waves as she replies. I know Aithne would be proud of her, her father too. My mother I think, once I reach this rank, well she will be too. I wish she could see me now, see how her worst day could still be and do something good for the world. I want to keep going though keep trying for both all Asteria and my mother. Though I want to keep Aster’s life going easy again. And that was why I would become the best Advisor Moladion ever laid eyes on.

It wasn’t that I was avoiding Glorall just that Diveen was on our adjoining borders. We would want the pack next to us to be friendly, that was how I saw it. I actually had planned to go Glorall next but we will figure that out at a later time. One step at a time. That was all I could do now after I handle Solstice that is. I am not happy about it but I figure it wouldn’t be a bad time. The conversation shifts though when I mention the white wolf.

It was interesting she didn’t know him, given what I learned I felt like she should have. I do not make a comment yet mostly because her second bit made me grin. ”So you think the forest is better than the plains then?” I say with a little chuckle, ”That is bold, coming from the very Empress of the grasslands.” I tease, still giving a slight grin. Really though she thought he was hiding something I guess maybe I should encourage her to meet him for herself to understand, however I offer her one thing, ”I don’t think he’s hiding anything. He’s weird, but nice.” I say, though I wasn’t sure nice was the right word, but he certainly wasn’t bad and didn’t need to be put under the knife for nothing. I am not sure how much she would like him at all but I figured it was worth a shot.