I know she wasn’t having the easiest of times either, I am sure leaving probably is just making it that much more so, but I do have to go. I blame myself for lazing around here and not going back home the moment Hyrule left, it was just, I felt that there was a job unfinished with helping Zelda. That debt though I feel is paid and while I hate the feeling in my gut that my brother might not ever return to us I am starting to believe it’s so. For all I know he’s probably taken completely over our home land… maybe I will go find him. Someday. Right now my loyalty had to be with the rest of my family who needed me even more than him. He would be fine, now my mother, father and my younger siblings needed me to go to them and help them figure out what was going on.

Though I could tell from her heavy notes that while she was happy for me, she was also sad. My ears flick back slightly frown etching my maw before rolling my shoulders. There wasn’t much I could do there. While I cared for her well being this was just something she would have to deal with. She was too young for boys so it wasn’t like I could tell her to like… well get laid or something (not like I never been laid either but I hear it’s good for making you feel better) maybe make some damn friends? I couldn’t say much there either, other than my brothers and sister then her I really didn’t have that many friends of my own either. I was generally more work focused and family focused, who needed friends when you had family? I choose not to respond to her comment though, leaping up next to her and forcing myself into her cozy spot.

”Ask? You certainly didn’t ask for anything you just forced your happy tail in wherever you wanted.” I jabbed back scooting my red back end into the space. I wanted to make sure though that just because I was leaving everything still would be taken care of. It was why I told Zelda to give the rank to Ceres, from the moment that mission ended I knew my time would grow short staying here unless my brother came back into the picture. Honestly I had been planning to go back for a while but I enjoyed the break. It was like life slapped me for that. I shook though thought from my mind at her reply grinning slightly at her never ceasing confidence in herself. ”Don’t get cocky you are still a noob.” I say nipping at her ears.

It was then that she told me she knew it wasn’t easy. I sigh, looking up at the sky through the small clearing. She was right, she wasn’t stupid, but she still had a lot to learn. I frown though when she says Diveen hadn’t exactly been playing nice either. I didn’t expect them too, honestly it seemed like we were going back to the days of Trenus, it was hard to believe that MY father of all wolves was wanting to do a witch hunt against other wolves, but with my mom behind him… perhaps it wasn’t so surprising. ”I’ll see for myself soon enough. I promised Zelda I would let her know what’s going on when I could.” A promise I wasn’t sure I would or could keep.

It was then she snorted at me, my statements, in truth maybe she was partly right, but not about all of it. How I was so predictable, was I? I guess so, more the reason to want to change then I guess. ”Even so you aren’t exactly right. I am not leaving Taviora just because Zelda wouldn’t let me kill someone. I could have killed Jaeger’s killer and she never would have been the wiser and I wouldn’t have cared. This is about my family, not getting revenge. Though it would be a bonus if I could find his killer, but even then killing them won’t bring Jaeger back.” The gall of her thinking I solly was leaving to kill this wolf.

I wanted to, sure, but again that wasn’t the reason. ”I don’t enjoy killing wolves, Ceres. Just because it’s the path I picked doesn’t mean I like it.” I wanted to be apart of my family’s heritage after all. I was a dumb child back then, not aware of what I was getting myself into. That and blindly following Hyrule around only now to be burned by it. Perhaps I resented him a bit for leaving… He said it was to get closer to our roots that he went back to the Angel homeland but I really wondered now. ”No one should enjoy killing. Perhaps this place made me soft.” I say with a soft snort. ”But can’t say I am against doing whatever it is my father has sworn to do. Kill all “demons” that was what grandfather called the cannibals, it’s in my blood I guess to do so and the war is never ending.”