During the day, sentries guard the sleeping. When the sky is dark and the moon dances with the stars, this is when the real fun begins. Munashii Gekko's forest is the only haunt where you can find your local misfits all in one place. A land of the forbidden and forgotten, a place that is riddled with dangers of a whole different kind. The wolves here have long misplaced their rightful minds, and now live like creatures damned to prowl and lurk through the night. It's easy to lose yourself here, sanity was sure to fade away and wither; there was never anything normal about this nefarious nest. The silent threats that whispered in the breeze were enough to deter even the largest of demons around. It was not strength nor wit that ensured your survival here with Eric, and challengers would be torn down with a morose lethality - there was nothing left in his cold blue eyes that promised mercy to anyone who dared to overstep their worth. So, would you give up the sun for the moon and stars? Do you have enough vigor to become a well regarded sentry? - Put on a game face to step up and pass the sepia king's test or turn and leave before he catches your scent. You never know who wants to snack on your delicious blood in this forest.
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Posted on September 20, 2017 at 09:35:22 PM by Kahlan
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Henadin: She screamed back at me, indignant, angry. Her spines erected, and I had no doubt that if she could, she would use them to strike me down. Her eyes were fiery, and her very flesh traveled. Everything about her divulge the information that was not subtle at all-but she was angry, but more than that she was hurting. It had not been my intention to anger or hurt her, but the truth have to be told, and from what I have seen of this femme, she is anything but stupid. She may come off that way sometimes, using it to her advantage in order to get what she wants. She's manipulative, but she is also very smart. Kirastasia will work through her feelings, her emotions, and will figure all of it out in time. And that's all I need to give to her- time. And really, since I am merely a figment of my sisters mind, I have all the time in the world. Really, I cannot die in the traditional sense… But if my sister dies, or her body dies, so too will I go. So while I have time, it is not endless. But I know that Kirastasia cannot be forced into anything - not any decision, not any pack, not down any path. She will not be bullied, and even if she could I could do that, not in this body. My own, perhaps yes, but not in Kahlan's. And so my only choice, though I wish for everything to be fixed as quickly as possible, is to wait and give her time. 'It’s horrible but Kahlan has done to herself. But I didn’t leave.' I raise one of my brows and question her words just as much as she does. Of course, I know the truth of it all-I was there the whole time. Perhaps my existence had not fully covered to be yet, but still I was there. After all, I had been cut from her own mind, and know everything that she knows. It is enough to have that knowledge… And I know that she did not leave my sister. No, it was Kahlan that left their den first. But Kirastasia did not follow, and did not even bother to search for her. At least, that is what she believes. And thus, that is what I believe. But there is one huge difference between who I am and who my sister is - I want there to be a light within her again. I am working to heal her… While she was working on instead of destroying herself. 'I did not leave . . . on purpose. I never meant to abandon my Kah. But . . . but if that’s what she believes, how do I . . . ? How do I convince her to believe me when she thinks I can’t l-love? What makes you so sure, Henny, that I’m the key to fixing her?' This was something so different from anything I had ever seen in Kirastasia. This was in decision on her part, this was pain and concern. And yet there was hope within her, or else she would have walked away. I can only hope that she wants something more with my sister, but she actually feel something more for her. Because if there is nothing in this for Kirastasia, I know that she will leave. As I mentioned before, she is manipulative, and everything she does is for her own good, not the greater good. She has to get something out of the deal in order for all of this to work. Luckily, I have something that she wants. Or rather, someone that she wants. I can only hope that she wants Kahlan enough. "You must be real with her, and not put your mask upon your face. Yes I know that your mask is your armor… And I am going to ask you to be very strong. As you have already experienced, this new side of my sister can be very cruel, and you are likely to take a lot of torture and abuse. You must be persistent and persuasive. You have to sacrifice some parts of yourself and give her enough time to heal. It is inevitable for her to someday once again have feelings for you. Whether that is today, tomorrow, a month from now, or year from now I do not know. But if you care for her, you have to wait. You have to be there for her and take everything she throws at you. And in response you have to embrace her and hug her and love her. She doesn't believe that you can love? Show her that you love her. She doesn't think that you love her? That you do everything you do for yourself? Do this for her, sacrifice yourself for her. It will not cost you your life, but it may cost you a few months of happiness. Now, can you do that?" 'You’re putting a rather large amount of pressure and faith on some slut who slept with your sister. Are you absolutely sure you don’t have any other options for bringing her back?' I snarl at her doesn't she think that if I had any other option, I would chosen it? "What exactly do you think that I have been doing all of these long months? Twiddling my non-opposable thumbs? No of course not. Do you not think that if I had been able to change her back, I would have by now? That is my overall goal. I have come to you and put this responsibility and your paws because it is my only choice. You are my only choice and you are her only hope." as much as I hate to admit it, it is the truth. The future of my sister's soul rests with her. It is a long set of seconds before she responds, and I can see she has already slipped the mask over her for sod, has already made her decision. And in the decision she has made, everything is clear. 'What am I saying? Of course you’re sure. Who better to rescue my darling than me?' She may never admit to me that she loves my sister, but in this decision she has made she shows it. She, this brindle femme fatale, very rarely ever shuts up. But her actions have shown who she truly is. She will be my sisters Savior. And in this mission, if she fails, then I will lose my sister - the first female I ever loved. If she fails, then perhaps Kahlan will leave again. And maybe this time, she won't come back. Maybe she will end up learning that her so called fugue states are instead in reality me taking over her soul. Maybe she will force me out. Maybe she will destroy me. There are a lot of maybes in this life. I hate maybes... but it is all I have. My paws are tied. |
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